You Think I'm Perfect? Think Again // Mark Thomas

Chapter 2

* Me: Please Dont
I whimpered

To Be Continued:

I woke up panting for breathe, once again!

I got dressed into different SweatPants and a sweatshirt

Everyday clothes

And brushed my hair into a bun,

And headed downstairs

My sister were at the table along with my parents, and some boy?

They were all laughing about something

Me: Hi?
I said more as a questiom

They looked at me, I started to get nervous,

Me: Who's he?
I said while pointing at the boy,

With Brown hair and hazel eyes, with braces
( Pretend he still has braces )

( This is before he got really big on social media, But he still has a lot of followers? If that makes sense )

He looked at me and smiled

I wanted to smile back, but I couldn't force a fake smile anymore

Audrie: He's the cute- I mean he's the boy next door, he's rating with a friend,
She said scratching the back of her neck nervously

Summer: Yea, he's that boy from vine, ya know, the dude you said that looked like a elf with red checks and~

Me: Yea! I know him
I said cutting her off

Audrie started laughing, quietly

My mom: How about you girls go hang out with Jacob?

Summer squealed

Audrie: Sure

Summer: You know I'm in

Me: I wanna stay home

Summer: You never leave your room! You only come out to eat and watch tv, you watch that suicidal show!
" 13 Reasons Why " or what ever!but that rarely happens! You dont even eat! Look how skinny you are! You didn't eat yesterday, your not going to eat today, What's wrong with her! You sack of bones
She yelled

I started to get anxiety

My vision got blurry, oh no, I'm crying

I started to shake

And breathe heavily, oh no

I ran  into my room, slammed my door shut, tears streaming down my face, and ran to my bathroom
Grabbed my razor, rolled up my sleeve, put it to my wrist, added pressure, and slid it across my wrist, I cleaned up, and rolled back down my sleeve,
I exited the bathroom,  I had stopped crying now,

I walked downstairs as if nothing ever happened
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Audrie: Please Come
She begged