Sander sides

Anxiety pov

Ever since Roman and I had our little episode, I've been avoiding him as much as possible. He's a sweet and nice guy but I don't want him to get hurt by me. I sat on my bed with the blade in my hand as Thomas calms down and I get worked up. I hear a gasp and I turn to see Logan. I jump up and roll down my sleeve. 
"What are you doing in here?!" I say as I can feel anger building up. Roman comes running in. I can't help but roll my eyes. When I get this anger I feel like someone is taking over my body cause I always feel like I'm watching me blow up outside my own body. Like a ghost. I have no control over what I say and do. Roman knows that but some how I feel like this is going to end badly.
"Oh great..princey is here as well." I say and he looks down.
"I'm just making sure-" he starts but I cut him off.
"Making sure I'm 'Okay'. Yea I get it. You're in love with me but that doesn't mean you have to be up my ass 24/7! Maybe I don't even want to be with you! You never asked me how I felt about all of this Prince Charming!" I say and Logan starts to back up. I grab him by the tie so he can't leave. Roman doesn't say anything and I know what is about to happen. I keep trying to stop it but my anger is taken over me.

~~Roman Pov~~

"What if I don't love you Princey?" Virgil says and his eyes go from his normal brown to all black. I knew that he wasn't himself and whatever he does isn't him. It's his sadness or pain or something in him taking over. He has warned me of this before. He had Logan by the tie so he couldn't escape. "What if I want to make out with Logan, huh?" He says smirking as I gulp.
"Will you still love me after I break your little Disney heart Princey? Or was this whole thing just an act so you could once again be the hero of the story. Well guess what you two! Virgil isn't always the bad guy. You two make him out to be one. His 'Job' is harder that you two will ever have it."
I look down as his words affected me. Logan opens his mouth to say something but Virgil puts a finger to his lip. Logan goes silent. He looks over at me and lifts up my chin,forcing me to look at him. He leans in and kisses Logan. Logan doesn't fight it and I ball my hands as Virgil's eyes go from the all black back to normal. He backs up realizing what he had just done. He backs up into the corner and slides down to the ground and curls up in a ball, rocking back and forth. I feel something wet in my hand so I open them to see blood mark and cuts from my fingers nails. Virgil looks up and directly at me before saying the only sentence I ever wanted to hear.
"I love you Roman.." mumbles the crying anxiety before he passes out.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I stayed with Virgil the whole time he was passed out. I couldn't leave his side. Even though I had a bloody palm and tears from my eyes I didn't care. He was all I cared about. I loved this kid more than i loved myself. And I loved myself a lot. Finally he woke up. He looked up at me and I smiled softly. He wrapped his arm around my neck and cried into my shoulder. He couldn't stop mumbling how sorry he was to me but I didn't care. I had him. He was mine.
"I'm sorry Roman. I can't control it.." he sobs and I hug him tighter.
"I know baby. It's okay. We have each other. That's all that matters right now." I say and he nods slightly. He had been passed out for days so neither of us have ate for that long. I didn't care. I wasn't hungry anyway.
"It's kinda like his habits are transferring into Roman and vice versa." Logan says as I walk in with Patton. He goes quite and I roll my eyes. I knew he was taking about us. I didn't care. Virgil looks at me and hands me food.
"Don't even think about becoming like me. Understand that Pretty Boy?" He says as he squeezes my hand and I start eating. How did I get so lucky and end up with him. I didn't deserve him. As soon as I thought that, both me and Virgil get hit with Thomas negative emotions. He was feeling insecure about himself. Like he wasn't good enough for anyone. That's how I was just feeling so I try to thing positive but I couldn't. I was his ego and I was not being myself. I felt sick as I rush to my room. I laid in bed and passed out as Thomas got more insecure I got sicker. I tired everything to get him better. Nothing worked. I felt dizzy and my vision was blurred. I was drifting in and out of sleep. The last thing I remember seeing is Virgil crying next to me as Logan told him that Thomas was losing all self confidence. Therefore losing me. Virgil kisses my hand and mumbles. "I'm not leaving you. I'm gonna wait here till you return." Logan corrects him.
"If.." Virgil looks up at him upset. I fade into darkness as the silence was the only thing I could hear. I sat there trying to get out. I needed to get out. I needed my Virgil. I feel my hand get warm as a wet drop falls on it. And mumbling. "I love you Roman."
I love you too Virgil.