Bleeding sky

Chapter Twenty Three

Sky's P.O.V

After Kellin and I went out to eat we decided to just have a chill day. Neither of us wanted to do anything and we decided to have a best friend weekend with no alcohol!

we were currently watching trolls because I'm a little kid like that.

"you staying the night again?" I asked me as i grabbed my batman fuzzy blanket.

"i don't think so, I have to head to the studio to do some band things tomorrow"

"okay, you want to stay for dinner before you leave?" I questioned.

Im going to miss my best friend when he leaves. Thats when everything will sink in. I haven't talked to vic since I left and i don't plan talking to him. I just cant deal with it. I

have came up with the decision that I am going to tell vic about sleeping with kellin. Even if he doesn't deserve to hurt the way he made me feel I just know that if I don't tell

him then its going to eat me alive.

*three hours later*

It was midnight and we just got done eating mcdonalds. I got my normal ten piece chicken nuggets and Kellin had his big mac. We were watching some weird show on tv just enjoying the silence. Thats one thing I loved about time with kellin. It was never awkward with him even after we slept together while we were drunk. I defiantly was not looking forward to telling vic. the unknown was what was scaring me. How was he going to react.

"What you thinking about?" Kellin broke the silence.

"About telling vic... How he's going to react"

"I don't understand why you are telling him. Its not like he will find out, and its not going to happen again" Kellin stated while he was cleaning up our trash from dinner.

"I just.. I don't want the guilt to eat me up. I know if i keep it in I will have a mental break, and that will not be good for anyone" I stated just staring at my floor like its going to run away.

"are you going to be okay tonight?" Kellin questioned coming back in from the kitchen.

"Yeah I should be..."

"Well I will stop by here after I get out of the studio and we will have a movie night" Kellin stated before giving me a hug.

"Okay I will see you tomorrow"

I walked kellin to the door and stayed there waving to him before his car disappeared down the street.

Once I shut my door I couldnt help the tears that wanted to escape. I have never felt lonelier in my life. I wanted so bad to call vic... or even text him. That was not an option. I don't even know if we are together or not. After shutting off all of my lights and making sure my door was locked I retreated to my bedroom and curled in my bed. If I could just lay here for the rest of my life I would be fine. I was so emotionally drained from crying that I slowly fell asleep.

I woke up to my phone ringing very annoyingly. I did not want to get out from under my blankets so I stretched my arm out grabbed my phone and answered it without looking at who it was.

"Hello.." I answered sleepy because i did just wake up.

"Sky? you awake? come unlock your door" I heard kellin yell in my phone before the line went dead.

I was so confused. Didnt he say he had to go into the studio. Thats when I noticed that it was two in the afternoon. Apparently I was more tired then I thought. As I wrapped My blanket around me i slowly made my way to my front door. Unlocking it to allow kellin into my house.