Swear You Still Love Me?

Ten

April 19th, 2017

35 Weeks Along Baby #3

It's official. I'm huge. Well, not as big as I was at thirty weeks with the twins but either way. I'm huge. I was standing in front of the mirror with my tank top pulled up so I could see my belly. My bellybutton sticking out, stretch marks on full display. How does Finn even want to have sex with me with these? How can he think they're so amazing? They've marred my body beyond repair. I wouldn't change having my children for anything in the world, but I just wished I could have skipped the stretch marks portion... As I stared I didn't even hear Finn enter the room. I didn't even know he was coming home today. He wrapped his arms around me making me jump. "My god... You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen." He grinned happily. I frowned tracing the marks. "Hey, what's wrong my love?" He asked stepping in front of my placing a finger under my chin making me look up at him.

I sighed heavily. "Finn... How do you find this attractive? My skin is marred beyond repair. I mean I wouldn't change having our babies for anything but honestly. I hate the stretch marks." I told him.

"No. You shouldn't. My queen, to me they make you even more beautiful than ever. Each of those marks is a mark for every breath, every laugh,every kick and every smile our children have had and will have. Everyone of those marks show me just how incredible you are. You carried our children inside of your body and did so without a complaint.Those marks show me how beautiful you really are. You earned those marks by being such an incredible mother and woman in general. You are amazing and I think you look even more sexy and beautiful with each of those marks." He answered tracing each of my stretch marks as he spoke before kissing my lips passionately.

"You really are the best husband and father a woman could ever ask for." I told him pulling away slightly, just enough that his forehead rested against mine. "I love you so much Fergal." I said smashing my lips to his.

"I love you too my queen." He breathed. "I love you too." I smiled and placed my hand on the back of his head and one on his shoulder. I got on my tip toes and kissed him. I poured my heart and soul into that kiss which he completely reciprocated. He wrapped one hand into my hair and wound the other arm around my waist holding me as close as he could. His tongue ran across my bottom lip and I allowed him entrance. Our tongues fought in dominance which Fergal took over quickly. He pulled back and took my bottom lip between his teeth biting down on it gently. I didn't bother to hold back the moan that escaped my lips. Finn growled which only turned me on even more. I tugged his hair gently, but his dominant side had come out already. He's ready to take me already.

We had a very fun reunion. As much as we both wanted it a lot rougher, it would have to wait. We just laid in bed naked beneath the covers as we laid there I played and fiddled with Finn's wedding band. I tugged it off his finger and looked at the engraving inside. I'm not sure Finn ever even noticed the engraving however he quickly changed my thoughts as he said it out loud without even looking. "As one. Together. Forever." I placed his ring back on his finger carefully.

"You noticed it?" I asked him.

"My first match after we got married I noticed it before I put it in my locker... Whenever I'm away I take it off and read it when I'm missing you. It reminds me that no matter where I am, or where you are. That you really are my other half." He said quietly.

"God you're so romantic and sappy today. I love it. BUT, what's wrong?" I asked him rolling onto my side looking at him.

He sighed."I just wish you could see yourself through my eyes. See how truly breathtakingly beautiful and gorgeous you are my queen. How amazing you are. You're kind, you're smart, you're funny and you are the most incredible mother and wife. I want you to see you how I see you." He said looking over at me. I had no reply to his sweet words so I just hugged him tightly. I held him close and nuzzled my face in his chest.