My Life: What Could Have Been

Part I: Section 1

"You need to stop crushing on me..."

These words which she said made him think of his purpose of living. But, in the midst of it all, he still hid all his pains with a smile.

As he walked into the bathroom, he still had this smile on his face, amidst the fact that this could probably be the last smile he ever had on his face. His parents noticed his smile, but never noticed that blade which he kept in his pocket all time along.

This was not his first try to suicide.
He locked the door, looked at the mirror to see his face one last time. Before taking the blade off his pocket, he just took a short glimpse of his small life which lasted well over years. And, that glimpse ended as soon as he cut deep into his veins. Darkness surrounded him as he fell down, which, according to him, was the last of his life. But, destiny had something else for him.

Eventually, the darkness was soon overpowered by the bright light of the nearby hospital. He opened his eyes, and couldn't believe that he was still alive. He just started touching his face and hands, just to make sure this isn't any weird feeling of his, and, it wasn't. He then started asking the nurse what happened, and came to the conclusion that he was in an ICU. Surprised, he asked how he got there.

Well, destiny came in the form of his father who broke the door and saw his son bleeding. He lost a good amount of blood by then, but before it was too late, he was admitted to the hospital. He also came to know that he was unconscious for well over 3 days.

And then he realized, all this happened revolving one word, LOVE!!! He started to remember his life before he got into the concept of love.