Oak

Chapter 9

^plz play the song above^thanks

Everything felt like it was slow motion.My breathing was hard and we couldn't go faster we were just....stuck.This felt fake,so once I got there he'd be alive and hug me and we'd be together forever.

But as I reached the hospital I began wondering if I should go in because this wasn't fake it was real.And if anything was going on all I could do is watch.

I wasn't ready to know the truth was I....no I need to know.....or do I.Make up you fricken mind Abbie.

Tears came out faster as I ran down the hall to his room.

Breath.Breath.Breath.

Andy was sitting out side with Max and Mia.Joy was standing there so I ran over and hugged her.

Chandler's mom Christmas came over and said,"go on in,"

The heart monitor was a low beep,beep,beep so I knew he was still alive but for how long.

I gripped his hand and cried.

I bauled my head off and told him,"I-I LOVE you Chandler.I literally can't live without you.I love you,your my life,and my world,"

I kissed his cheek.

This couldn't be the end.

"Chandler,we could date,then go to prom together,then we could get married and you won't be able to do any of it!"I cried.

I put my head on the bed and let the tears plop on the floor.

"Damn it shouldn't end like this!"

I stared at him thinking about the moments we could have made.

"Listen Chandler,"I began sitting down,"I wouldn't care if your were a perverted son of a gun.....I would still love you,"

I felt like my heart was freezing cold of sadness.....I missed when he did talk to me.....my heart felt warm and happy.

"You have to come to the show....you need to come and watch and give me shit about being a crappy rider,"I cried.

"You need to wake up,"I demanded.

He was motionless.

I knew the Lord was with me....Chandler would survive!I know of it!

He couldn't die.I wouldn't be able to see that smile,that made me smile.I can't live without you.He was my happiness in this world.

The monitor went flat.

My eyes widened and I stared at the lifeless body.

"No THIS CAN'T be the end!"

"Damnit Chandler come back!"I screamed.

I began shaking his body.

I stopped and touched his cheek.

He was gone forever.

I didn't know what to do.

My life was meaningless with out him.

I curled up in a ball and leaned against the wall.

This is real.

I never wanted to move again.

So what did ya think?Sad?To sad?