Preface
I hated him once, when we were young and stupid, but now I love him, with everything I have. I would give him my whole life, my whole being, my soul to him ...
But would he do the same?
I hate him for all the pain he gave me to me before. For all the things he did to me. For all the things he said. He now asks for my forgiveness ...
But can I forgive him?
I have to love him, for a reason. The reason. The Imprint. But I can stop it, for sure. I can break it and then, I can have a choice to whom I can be with? To whom I can love ...
But can I? Love another than Paul?
He says he loves me. Love, is a powerful word. He uses the word love to much. Does he even mean it? To much it hurts, to know that he loved someone else ...
But does he? Love someone else?
I feel a pull to him. That I must be with him. That I must be his. It hurts, to be without him, without his touch, or his warmness or without his heartbreaking smile with his two dimples - for he - hopefully - only gives to me ...
But I can live without him, can't I?
Sam says it the imprint, I say it's me. I want to be him, to love him. I want to tell him I love him. I truly do. I need him! I want him! And that fact scares me. So much but I love him!
But can my heart take it? All the pain and love together?
Everyone says different things, but it all adds up to this: Follow your heart and so I did ... And look were that got me.
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I'm Different Now (Twilight Fic)
FanfictionBella's had enough of Paul constantly bullying her. She decides to pack up and leave. Ten years later she comes back to La Push, seeking revenge for the one and only Paul Lahote. But only to find Paul imprint on her. Will Bella forgive Paul and love...
