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-Chelsea XD
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Chapter 2
Memories Haunting Me _____________________________________________________________________________Diary Entry #68
Why am I like this? Why do I feel this way? Why?
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"You such a waste! Why are you even alive?" Paul shouted at me. I started to cry. "Why are you crying?" He demanded.
"Because I am you prick!" I answered back, shouting louder than him.
"Ugh! I wish I never imprinted on you!" Paul replied bacl.
"You bastard! I wish I never met you!" I retorted
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"Bella! Bella! Bella!" Someone was saying, or rather shouting.
"Huh?" I said into the darkness. I opened my eyes and saw Emily shaking me.
"You okay, darling?" She asked, her face worried.
"Yeah, why?" I half answered and asked her.
"Well, for one, I heard your screams." My screams? Oh, my screams. My screams for Paul.
I shook my head. Stop thinking about Paul, Bella! Stop! Instead of saying anything more about Paul, I said, "Sorry, did I wake you?"
"Oh, no, I was already awake, just made breakfast. Come down and eat."
"'Kay Emily." When she started to walk back to the door, I said, "And thanks."
"For what?"
"Me staying. I mean, your letting me stay and all - "
"Oh, please.” She gushed. “Sam and I don't mind. Speaking of Sam, he's very sorry for not collecting you." She assured me. I guess I shouldn't be mad at Sam. It wasn't his fault anyway.
"It's fine, really. He's busy." I said. I mean, he's alpha and all. Committed to the pack and blah, blah, blah.
"Okay, darling. Come down and eat."
"'Kay."
When Emily left, I hopped into the shower. I took a nice shower. It made me relax, and made me think of my situation with Paul. Yeah he imprinted on me, but I know that I can stop it.
No you can't Bella.
Shut up wolf! Geez, now I'm arguing with my wolf.
But you did imprint on Paul. You felt it. You felt -
Stop! I commanded. I took a deep breath, trying to calm myself.
I have to make rules. Rules. Rules. Rules.
1) I will, at all times, avoid Paul.
2) I will not look at his eyes, as they hold the beautiful brown colour, that anyone would get lost in, and -
Stop! Bella! Rules about not being with Paul! Not about his eyes - his dreamy and - Ugh!
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FanfictionBella's had enough of Paul constantly bullying her. She decides to pack up and leave. Ten years later she comes back to La Push, seeking revenge for the one and only Paul Lahote. But only to find Paul imprint on her. Will Bella forgive Paul and love...
