My Lil Thug (An August Alsina story)

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August

After that situation Bre been acting strange. She doesn't care about stuff anymore and she's back to dressing like a dude. Shes just been numb.

The only time she smiles is when she goes to her shed to torture that nigga. She￶￶'s actually starting to scare me because she even let me in the house when I know she's upset deep down.Today was the day of her mom's funeral and she didn't shed one tear.

While everyone mingled around saying their favorite memories, she was locked in her room.

"Aye Nee !" i semi-yelled tapping her arm making her spin around. 

"wassup ?" she asked feeding Adri some macaroni.

"Can you check on Bre ? " I asked her making her eyebrows raise.

"sure, where she at ?" She asked looking around , as she handed Adri to me.

"locked in her room again " i sighed along with Nee as she headed to the back and gently knocked on the door. I noticed the look Adri was giving me so I picked her spoon up and fed her like her mother previously did making her clap her hands in an adorable way. I kissed her cheek and continued feeding her.

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Nee pov

I gently knocked on Bre's door three times before she slowly pulled it open with an unreadable expression on her face. I looked at her and she had on her black and purple loose fitting dress that she wore to the funeral and she was barefoot.

"you okay girl ?" I asked coming into her room and sitting on her bed. She came and sat beside me and shrugged.

"Bre tell me what's wrong ? We've been best friends for years and it hurts me to see you like this " I said tearing up while she remained nonchalant.

"I just.. I don't know " her voice cracked as she started bawling in her hands. I pulled her close and let her cry in my chest rubbing her back in a soothing manner.

"shh tell me what's wrong " i cooed running my fingers through her hair.

"I can't take all this ! the flashbacks keep coming Nee ! and it hurts so bad..," she started with tears pouring out her eyes and she held her stomach.

"i feel so disgusted with myself.. im  bad person ! , then Tevon came and he touched me!, " she looked me in the eye at this point.

"and-and I miss my mother man she was my rock and she died because of me ! " she said through gritted teeth.

"and now i'm pregnant and I-I-I " she didn't finish because she broke out crying in fetal position. I came behind her wrapping my arms around her and pulling the blanket over us as I let her cry it all out.

I had many questions but I didn't want to other her until she was feeling up to it answering her, right now she was at her weakest moment and she needed her best friend.

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She finally stopped crying so I took this opportunity to ask her.

"who's the babies father ? "

she turned to face me as a slick smile appeared on her face before she frowned again. I sat up straight in awe.

"you dirty fuckers " I exclaimed while she sat up and smiled a little.

"give me details later b*tch " i laughed making her laugh a little.

"does he know ?" i asked wondering out loud. The smile she had on her face turned into a frown and she shook her head.

"i'm scared to tell him, he's becoming all famous and stuff, going on tours and all this  other stuff.. he's not gonna want a baby... and financially and emotionally right now I'm not ready to be a mommy..i'm still in school, i have a small apartment that's not fit for a child and to top it off im a drug dealer ! I don't want my baby to go through that " she said with her lip trembling indicating that she was about to cry again.

"look, tell him and see what yall wanna do from there " I said getting up from the bed.

"I'll tell him you want him " I said walking out her room and going into the living room to see August feeding Adri and making cute faces at her.

"Yung, Bre needs to talk to you " i whispered so Bre nosey family members couldn't hear. He nodded his head and handed me Adrianna while heading to the back.

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Bre

I was so scared . My heart started beating way faster than normal anticipating when he'll come.

Seconds later I hear a knock on the door and Aug came in without waiting for me to say come in. My heart jumped at the sight of him like it always does, as he came to sit on my bed.

"wassup ?" he asked looking me over once

"uh, " i messed with my fingers not looking up at him while I started tearing up.

"i'm pregnant " I said waiting for his reaction. He shuffled a little then he sighed making me look up at him.

"Man, I don't want this to sound wrong but i'm not ready for a baby right now ." he said shocking me. I let some tears come out but I didn't care since he didn't even look at me.

"I already got a girlfriend right now and she'll kill me if she found out I cheated.. and then i'm actually just getting started with my music career and shit," he continued while my heart was slowly cringing at his words.

He didn't want our baby.

I put my head in my hands and cried not caring if he was right there or not. I was going to have to go through this situation again. It was already painful enough the first time.

"please stop crying, you know I love you but..."

"but what !? HUH ?! shut the fuck up talking to me and just get out " i yelled stunning him as more tears poured down my face and he clenched his jaws together while he left.

"i'll give you the money for the abortion " he spat before leaving out making me mad. I grabbed my gun and made my way out to the shed ignoring my name being called by my family who wanted to 'talk about my loss'.

I unlocked the shed and turned on the light, locking it again behind me to see Tevon naked,cut,bruise and everything.

"please don't kill me " he pleaded with tears running down his face.

I raised the gun to his head and looked him directly in the eye before pulling the trigger sending him into an endless sleep. I felt so relieved.

That was for you mama.

I unlocked the shed and relocked it before trying to wipe some of the blood off of me before returning to the house. I sped walked back to my room before anyone could see me, well so I thought no one saw me.

A loud knock damn near made me jump out of my skin as I opened the door.

"what the fuck did you do ?! " he yelled with his hands in the air.

"i killed him " i said laughing

"so you leave me with the dirty work ?" he half whined

"Podre shut yo ass up , just take the bullet out and bleach his body, pour acid on his face and burn the shed. " I rolled my eyes at his extraness.

"fine " he mugged me slamming my door on the way out.

I stripped out of my bloody dress and hopped into the shower cleaning myself all over. My hands traveled to my stomach and I couldn't help but cry. I sat in the shower and cried holding my stomach.

"im so sorry "

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I know yall prolly like 'Bre being a crybaby' but put yourself in her shoes, after everything she been through she's a fighter frfr but she slightly loosing her mind a tad.