Fix My Unfixable Heart (ON-HOLD)

Chapter 4. The Player.

"This relationship is not working anymore. We're  both not ready for this yet. I think it would  be better if, you know.. go our separate ways." I said, trying not to be too harsh in delivering my lines while holding my victim's hand on the table. We're here in some weird restaurant she had invited me into earlier this afternoon. And, I find myself reciting  my favorite break up line. Basta matripan kong makipagbreak, gagawin ko  talaga. Besides, it's been exactly 3 weeks. Masyado ng matagal.  Boring na. So this game should be over. I wanted a new girl to get victimized. Di naman mahirap maghanap dyan. Sila yung mismong lumalapit sakin.

"ARE YOU BREAKING UP WITH ME?!" she shouted. WTF?! Magiiskandalo pa yata 'tong babaeng to.

"Yeah.." sagot ko. Tinatamad na 'kong makipagusap. I need to get rid of her.

"Why? Is there anything wrong I've ever done? I know, we can put whatever's wrong in the right place again. Dont give up on us yet. Please.. Dont do this, Ciel.. I love you" she pleaded and her eyes started to get teary.

Shit. I  hate explaining. Such a waste of time.

"Look, Kylie. I told you from the very start that Im no up for anything serious." sabi ko sabay inom ng Lambrusco.

This is what I love about Australia. Liquors are served anytime of the day and they dont mind if their customers are minors unlike in the Philippines. Well, some bars I think. -_-

She stood and gave me a stern look.

"YOU JERK! IM NOT KYLIE! I HATE YOU!"

Oops. I forgot her name. Bago pa man ako magsalita to comfort her, she ran away crying.

Sanay na ko sa mga gantong eksena kaya wala nalang epekto sakin. As a matter of fact, Im actually enjoying this kind of stuff. Although Im trying not to be too rude towards them when it comes to break ups, wala eh. Tatakbo pa rin silang umiiyak at galit. I cant do anything about that anymore. Im just bored at nililibang  ko lang ang sarili ko. Yun nga lang, breaking girls' hearts is what entertains me the most. Problem is, they are taking me too seriously kaya sila nasasaktan.

At first, naiintindihan nila yung point ko pero once na tumagal yung relationship, nagiging possesive na sila. Sumeseryoso. Lumalalim. Ang pangit na nun. Wala ng thrill. And that's my cue on puting things into a stop.

You can call me a womanizer, flirt, philanderer, paasa, pa-fall, rake, o kung ano pa yan. I dont care. Nature ko na siguro yun. 'cause Im Allen Ciel Tiongson and Im a player. A really good one actually. Nah, alam ko lang yung rules ng game. That's right. Everything, including Love, is just a game - that's how it's supposed to be and that's how it will be.