Song: Please Don't Go by Joel Adams
Even though this fic has a very different vibe than the song, the lyrics inspired me for this one.
By the way, I'm sorry that everything I write is so short.
Thank you!
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
----------------------------------------------------------------------
Silence. Drowning in such simplistic silence, he wonders- God, did he wonder- why did he leave?
Was it pressure?
Was it Scott becoming an alpha?
Was it the nogitsune?
was it him?
Was it how he destroyed everything? Destroyed everyone? Destroyed them?
whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy
Maybe it wasn't him? Maybe he just wanted to leave? A fresh start? Maybe he's coming back?
but he's sent so many messages- all left him with no reply.
everyone has abandoned him, everyone. he expected them to. But Derek? the last person he expected to vanish.
Got to figure out, what is he missing? Missing sanity, probably.
Silence. Deafening silence.
What did he think would happen? People would like him, be okay with his existence? Everyone must hate him, why should Derek be any different?
Stiles just wants to take it back, start again- prevent everything. Maybe meeting Derek was a mistake. Maybe dragging Scott into the woods was a mistake.
Everything he does is a mistake, therefore- he's a mistake. He seems to cause all the problems. Other than Peter, but Peter is Peter so........
In his heap of self-loathing and overwhelming, crippling loneliness, Stiles wished.
Stiles wished he hadn't been such a failure.
"please don't go."
YOU ARE READING
A hoard of Teen Wolf fanfics
Fiksi PenggemarRequests are open. I don't write smut. But I sure as hell got close to it that one time. Older stuff is cringy, but whatever.
