Anxiety (Michael Clifford/5SOS fanfic)

Chapter 15

2 Days Later

Today was the start of the 5SOS tour and I was nervous to see the boys considering I turned my phone off and they had no connection to me. I never found the murderer and for the past 2 days, I searched the entire city. 

After having a stressful few hours I ended up grabbing some stuff from my apartment, I was currently on my way to the boy's house and I was hoping that they would forgive me from running away.

When I got there it was around 3 am and we weren't due to leave until 5 pm well that is if I'm still going. I searched around in my purse for the key to the boy's house and when I finally found it I couldn't help but hesitate. 

I opened the door to see their house a mess but ignored it anyway. I set my stuff down before walking to the kitchen to make them breakfast. I rummaged through the cabinets and saw the ingredients for chocolate pancakes. 

I made the pancakes and set the table. After I was done, I went to the living room and cleaned the place up a bit so that I could actually see the floor. Eventually, I got tired and laid down on the couch and before I could process anything else I was asleep.

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I was being smothered. I opened my eyes to see Michael hugging me and the rest of the boys smiling down at me. Mikey saw that I was awake and got off of me. 

"I'm sorry that I left I just had to run a couple of errands before the tour." They nodded.

"We understand we were just worried about you now that the murderer is out." I looked at the ground in shame. 

"Yeah, but I was ok because I was... I was looking for him. I know it sounds crazy but he showed up at my apartment and told me that he wasn't going to kill me and that he was just going to play mind games with me. I just... I wanted to find him and ask him why but I couldn't so I think he left Sydney." The boys nodded and sat next to me.

"No matter what happens with him you will always have us and even if he drives you crazy we will be here to get you back to who you are," Ashton said. 

"Thanks, guys cause that was freaking me out a bit... anyway are you ready for the tour?" 

Luke grinned, "Yeah we are... can we go to Antarctica to see penguins?" My eyebrows naturally furrowed at his question.

I was about to answer but Mikey beat me to it, "What the fuck! Luke why do you like penguins so much fucking hell." We all laughed but naturally, you could hear Ashton over everyone.

"Michael don't swear!!!" I laughed at Ashton's attempt to make their band PG. 

"Ash you might as well give up you know we're going to swear." Calum looked extremely amused when he said that.

"Ok would you all chill out and let's do something fun before we have to leave." The boys nodded at my suggestion.

The next thing I know is is that we're sitting in a jail cell waiting for the boy's bodyguard to show up with bail. I was beyond furious with the boys but we were in here for a weird reason. A reason that kinda made me laugh to the point where I was crying. 

The boys and I went to the zoo because we couldn't get Luke to stop talking about penguins and that was our last resort. The only problem we came across was that there were people walking their dogs everywhere.

Since Calum is obsessed with dogs he tried to take one for a reason he doesn't even seem to know. Which is why we're currently sitting in jail and I felt kinda bad for Calum because we haven't stopped chewing him out since we got here.

Calum had his head down while he sat on the floor since the boys didn't want to sit on the bench with him. I was watching and observing his movement and from what I could tell he felt horrible. 

I could also tell that he was crying silently from the slight movement of his shoulders and shakiness radiating from him. At that moment I was no longer mad at him. What he did was dumb but it was funny plus nobody's perfect and it was a cute dog.

I got up from where I was sitting and sat next to Calum. He didn't react to me like I thought he would though. I put my arm around his shoulders and brought his head to my lap. I started playing with his hair in hopes of calming him down and it worked because he turned to face me.

"Th-Thanks Lu-Luna." I smiled and wiped his tears away.

"No problem Cal just please don't do that again and if you want to see dogs then let me know and I'll take you somewhere to see them." He gave me a half smile.

"Ok I will and hey you remind me a lot of my sister cause she always treats me like this and I consider you like a sister anyway." I grinned.

"I'm glad that I'm considered part of the family because they seem nice." Cal grinned.

"Oh they are trust me and I'm gonna miss them while we do the 5SOS tour. Speaking of we're gonna be late so I hope we get out soon." It was like magic and the next thing that was happening was we were being let out.

We walked out of the jail to see nobody there. Who let us out if not their bodyguard? I turned my head to see my parent's murderer smiling at me. I ignored him and walked beside Cal since the boys were still ignoring him because of the situation that just happened.

Cal seemed to be taking the cold shoulder to heart but I knew they would be fine because they're practically brothers. The boys and I were walking down the street when a van pulled up and their bodyguard jumps out.

After getting into the van we were off to do the tour and I just hoped that the other boys forgave Calum in time for the first show. Goodnight...