why wait

where are my manners?

Im so sorry, i never did give you a name, did i? Well, the name is annekiete, but i prefer just kiete. My brother went by Yurvik, my dad is Logan, and my mom is Akien. I know earlier i said i was an only child, but that only started a few years ago. You see, yurvik and i shared "demons", or so our psychy told our parents. But these things we know, things we were taught, they arent demons. No, they were more like people, shadows more likely. Mine was a bit more cruel than greg's. It pushed me non stop, it would tell me what to do. "Pick up a razor, put it to your skin, now press down. CUT I SAID" it would scream, but it never let me go deep enough to die. Just enough to feel. I had to wait still, until i had come of age.
On a lighter note, ill have you know that at the time i thought that person was real, up until almost a year after i had left infact. That person wasnt real. I had mental issues that came from a fucked up childhood, i didnt know to create imaginary friends, or so the doctor said. Her name was doctor sullivan, but she always told me to call her terri. Thanks to my lack of the childhood imaginary friend and my parents busy lives, my brain decided to make me a friend. And for quite a few years that person had been a friend. Little did i, or even terri at the time, know that i, just like yurvik, had schizophrenia. It was a depressional form, which was based on my lack of personal relationships with anyone up until i was at least 5. Ill let you read on in my diary, you might as well right?