An Angel's voice (Optimus daughter)

Chapter 11. Words

I woke up and saw everyone huddled by Ratchet.

What's going on? Did we have a mission and nobody woke me up? I asked.

Yes we did have a mission but nobody wanted to wake you up. Arcee said.

Especially after you have been out late last night partying at a club while under age. My dad added.

What do you mean I was out partying late last night. Wait, who told you? I asked suspiciously.

I went to go look for you in your room last night and all over the base. When you were no where at the base I asked Raf and he told me. Your in big trouble Star (her name short for shooting star).
He said with a disappointed look.

Whatever. See you guys later. I told them with anger in my voice.

I ran to my room and locked my door. No one was allowed in my room while I was mad. I would never let anyone in. I soon fell back asleep unaware that they went on mission before I woke up.

When I woke up I went to see if anyone was around and got into my purple Ferrari driving out of here and to my Earth parents home.

-15 minutes later-

I got to my house and was in my holoform walking up to the front door and knocking. My Earth mom opened the door and let me in. I went to my old room started unpacking.

So how long are you staying here? My Earth mom asked.

I don't know. I got in trouble by my dad for just going to a party. You and daddy (aidan which we are gonna call him and dad as in Optimus Prime) always let me go to parties. I explained.

Well stay as long as you need. I will go shopping for ya. She said.

Thanks mom. I told her while hugging her.

She left my room knowing I wanted to be alone. I started playing my music and when words by Skylar Grey came on I couldn't help but sing along.

Always in a rush
Never stay on the phone
Long enough
Why am I so self important?

Said I'd see you soon
But that was, oh,
Maybe a year ago
Didn't know time
Was of the essence

So many questions
But I'm talking to myself
I know that you can't hear me
Anymore, not anymore

So much to tell you
And most of all goodbye
But I know that you can't hear me
Anymore

It's so loud inside my head
With words that I
Should have said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can't take back
The words I never said

Always talkin shit
Took your advice
And did the opposite
Just being young and stupid

Oh
I haven't been all that you
Could have hoped for
But I you held on
A little longer
You'd have had more reasons
To be proud

Oh
So many questions
But I'm talking to myself
I know that you can't hear me
Anymore, not anymore
So much to tell you
And most of all goodbye
But I know that you can't hear me
Anymore

It's so loud inside my head
With words that I
Should have said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can't take back
The words I never said

The longer I stand here
The louder the silence
I know that your gone
But sometimes I swear
That I hear
Your voice when the wind blows
So I talk to the shadows
Hoping you might be listening
'Cause I want you to know

It's so loud inside my head
With words that I
Should have said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can't take back

I looked down at my phone and saw I got two new text message and read it. There was one from Miko and one from my dad.

Miko:
Hey everyone at base is worried because we can't find you here or locate your signal. I told them it's probably because your in your holoform but like always no one listens to me. Please come back if your alive I hate being the only girl human here and your dad misses you.

Dad:
Sweetspark where are you? We can't find you and we are worried. I miss you and I'm sorry I got mad earlier I just want you back here to know if your safe.

I didn't answer either of them knowing if I did they could trace it to my location. After I was done with it I dropped it in the floor and stomped on it breaking it piece by piece.

I heard my mom call me and daddy for dinner so I left my room and went in for dinner.

After dinner I went to bed and felt safe here with my Earth parents. I also felt somewhat normal but I knew I wasn't normal.