This story is basically a story of a young woman who is an educated and beautiful girl and is a trophy to be shown off, but most dont feel like that because she's plus size this story is going to disclose how dating is for majority of the plus size...
It all started the day we started talking in the 10th grade during school we were in math class together and he came and sat next to me and stared a couple of times and he was cute when i first seen him but i didn't think he was into big girls not saying that i was one of those that was insecure or always by myself unless it was by choice i was pretty well know due to the fact that I don't let my size affect the way i live my life. He was in the same graduating class as me i always seen him but we never really communicated like that so I was shocked when he started talking to me we had a nice conversation we laughed at each other and just started getting to know each other at that time had never smoked weed before or drank any liquor before and he had he was a good guy that turned bad basically. I used to look forward to going to math class everyday just to see him and talk to him more and i slowly but surely starting to develop feelings for him every time we talked and he used to make me laugh all the time and that's something that i really wanted a guy to be able to do. He was everything i thought that i wanted. As time went i thought he was developing feelings as well the way he used to act. Schooled ended and he still had not ask we out or at least get my number so all summer i missed seeing him and talking to him everyday and as the summer came to a end school was starting back and it was junior year and i was happy and very excited i couldn't believe that i was gonna graduate the next following year it didn't sink in right away. We were on blocks instead of perods this year and we only had 4 and a 0 block and 0 block was the only block we had together and it was only 30 minutes I'm the dressy type i love fashion so you know i had to slay. (this is malaysia and this is her school outfit everything except the hills she had on Burgundy fenty puma creepers)
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I was feeling and looking like a queen today, As I walked into zero block he stared at me for a while with his homeboys and he didn't speak or anything he just stared with his guys i seen a couple lick there lips but I was to distracted as to why he didn't speak to me in front of his friends and I was offended a little because he was acting as if he didn't want people to see us talking at first I thought it was because he was such a man whore that he didn't want his hoes to see him talking to me but at the time I didn't know he was talking to that many girls at once until the last minute. But i went and found a seat with some associates that I have conversation with from time to time she used to be a friend but the bitch was messy and a back stabber so i had to keep my distance she had a baby and i was there for her when everyone was talking about her and turning there backs on her but when people found out who she was pregnant by the bitch started getting popular and got in over her head and started moving funny so i just pulled away from her as. He eventually later that week decided to speak to me and to be honest i was annoyed because I'm am to be no mans dirty little secret, he DM'd me on Instagram having the nerve to ask be for head i was disgusted and offended due to the fact that he didn't show me any kind of respect so i cut him off and went along with my life he got into a lot of trouble and had to change to another local school so i didn't have to see his face and i was glad about that. He continued to try and have sex with me but i wasn't having it i didn't want to i wasn't ready i didn't feel like i was ready emotionally for sex yet. But fast fowarding t the day i graduated i was so happy and proud that i walked across the stage a educated and beautiful young woman with her virginity. I was so proud of myself but Trent ended up DMing me basically confessing his feelings for me saying everything that i wanted him to tell me sooooo long ago i didn't know how to feel totally because i did have strong feelings for him so I engaged in the conversation and said how i felt he was really shocking me saying he didn't care who knew about us talking and i was glad and excited due to the fact that i never really had a boyfriend just always talked to guys but then they would do something stupid to fuck everything so basically i never got to the relationship stage. I got a call from my sister who needed me to come and take her to a mechanic to get her car but she lived in Houston so i took the drive and we handled her business and when i turned my data on to check my Instagram my friend Starshay had DM'd me telling me that Trent was trying to talk to her he knew we were best friends and for him to do that i felt totally disrespected he texted her asking her to have sex with him because i wasn't easy to just lay down with when she sent me those screenshots it crushed me we had plans to do it for Valentine's day but he couldn't wait two days for me to do it and when i confronted him about it he just read my message and blocked me i was so hurt and i was just over it and done that was the reason i didn't really deal with guys now a days anyway because the majority are assholes just looking for a quick fuck. I at that point didn't wanna see his face for a while he really just disgusted me. I know that i shouldn't have felt insecure but i did i started to feel like maybe i was destined to be lonely for the rest of my life and i thought i was gonna have to go to a sperm back to have kids a be a single mother by choice and take care of myself and just never be in love. I got a good job and have just been working to distract myself from thinking about the drama that he brought into my life. One day he crossed my mind and he used to always say he missed me i ended up DMing him and we ended up having sex. Which wasn't what everyone hyped it up to be i kinda regretted it but i thought since i gave him what he wanted he would think of me different and see that i was serious he took the one thing i had left. But as you guessed he didn't change he just started only calling when he wanted sex and me being dumb at the time went and did it and always saying afterwards that i wasn't going back but the last time he told me that i couldn't come inside his house as if i wasn't good enough to be seen in his house i drawed the line. It was time for a change and i was gonna show him that he didn't have me wrapped around his finger like he thought.
