Senpai Notice me (a KyoKao story)

Chapter 7

A/n- this is a very depressing, dark chapter. Im sorry if it triggers you. Don't read it if it gets too much for you
Kaoru's Point of View:

I slept rather easily that night but the next morning I couldn't move. I was so sore. Kyoya chuckled and got up. He was sore aswell but he's not as much of a baby as I am. He helped me stand and we headed toward the bathroom for a shower. It helped a lot with the pain. You might say it was soothing.

Kyoya let out a cough and a sneeze then got out of the shower. He went to the bedroom and when I came in he was laid in bed holding his stomach. I guess hes sick? Me being stupid, I didn't know what to do. I saw that he had some tablets in a draw. Painkillers.

"Have you taken anything?" I asked. I didn't get an answer so I got him Painkillers. The box seemed new but out of the two trays of 16 there was only 2 left. I thought nothing of it and got the other two out. Kyoya took them without argument. He laid down saying he felt sick so I went to find him anti sickness tablets. I didn't find any but did find a new pack of the Painkillers. I left them on the bed side cabinate for Kyoya to take later when these ones had worn off.

He started to shake and whine. I assumed that it was time for him to take more medicine but the pack of painkillers were empty. I had left him for 5 minutes, while I went to toilet.

"Kyoya, did you take all these?" He was pale, sweating and looked like he was about to be sick. "I'll take that as a yes." I grabbed my phone to call for an ambulance.

"Stop" he said quietly. He was really scaring me. I sat by him and laid him on his side then told him to sleep. He smelled really bad. "Don't call an ambulance. They will contact my dad" Kyoya said weakly. Why didn't he want his dad to know? I have never seen Kyoya so vulnerable before.

"Why did you do it?" I asked. He shook badly and was sick. I couldn't bare to see him like this so I called an ambulance regardless to Kyoya's begging me not to. "Hello, I need an ambulance." Kyoya started to cry hearing me say this. I told them the location and what had happened.

The ambulance came quickly and I took Kyoya's phone while they put him in the ambulance. I didn't want to call his dad because obviously things weren't right between them, so I called his sister.

"Hello, Fuyumi." I said.

"Kyoya? What's wrong?" She said back.

"I'm not Kyoya, I'm Kaoru. Can you get to the hospital? Kyoya overdosed and hes in a bad state" I said bluntly. Honestly, I'm not happy with him for doing it. Fuyumi made a noise of panic then hung up. I boarded the ambulance and held Kyoya's hand.

"Who did you call?" He asked weakly. His eyes were praying that it wasn't his mother or father

"Fuyumi" I said. He nodded and his eyes closed.

The hours of waiting were painful. Fuyumi had arrived, but neither of us were allowed in to see Kyoya. Panic had flooded her face and it got worse the longer we waited.

"I'm going to have to tell father" She said. I shook my head.

"Kyoya doesn't want him to know." I answered.

"He's not heartless like what Kyoya thinks. He'll come here and he will be worried sick" She said.

"Then don't tell him. Kyoya has me and you worrying about him, he doesn't need anyone else. Especially someone who severally dislikes him" I said. Fuyumi didn't know how to respond to that.

The doctor came out and stood there.

"We had to completely empty his stomach, the pills he had have seriously damaged his insides, though he should be okay. Can one of you tell me why mr Ootori took so many pills?" The doctor asked. Fuyumi shook her head.

"He wasn't feeling well so I gave him some to help him, but I didn't know he'd already taken some. He said he hadn't. I went to the bathroom for 5 minutes and came back and he'd taken a full pack. I don't know his reasoning, but it was like he wanted to make himself ill" I said. That was the hardest thing so far.

The doctor nodded and the door behind me opened. I turned around.

"Mr Ootori, come this way please" The doctor spoke. I turned around to see Kyoya's father. He didn't seem pleased. I followed them quickly, and so did Fuyumi. "Yoshio, the boy tried to kill himself." The doctor whispered in his ear. It wasn't a quiet whisper, I heard it clearly. Kyoya's father nodded and we entered the room with which Kyoya was asleep on the bed in. I brought in a chair for Fuyumi then got one for myself and held Kyoya's hand tightly.

Yoshio Ootori glared at his unconcious son. It was unnerving and I don't know why he just didn't let his guard down and his feelings out. It was clear that he wanted to cry. It was clear that he wanted to sit down and hold his son close. It was clear he was struggling. But he didn't let that guard down. The glare was frozen on Kyoya.

"He'll always be a failure" Yoshio said, "He can't even succeed at ending his life." My mouth gaped open slightly and the man left the room. I laid my head on the bed and teared up.

"Yeah, he's not heartless." I said to Fuyumi. She was sat in shock and greif.

Kyoya woke up a few hours later, and sadly I was asleep when he did this.

Kyoya's Point of View:

Something was on my hand. It felt nice. It felt soothing. I opened my eyes to see Kaoru asleep with his head laid on my hand, which his hand was clenched around. He is so cute. My eyes examined the room. Hospital. The only other one in the room was Fuyumi. My father obviously knew I was in here by now, its one of the hospitals which he runs. He probably wasn't happy to see me in such a state.

I put my hand through Kaoru's hair gently, and he started to stir. He opened his eyes and looked at me.

"You're awake!" he said loudly, which woke Fuyumi from her sleeping state. His arms wrapped tightly around me and he started to cry.

"I'm sorry, Kaoru." I whispered. He heard it and held me tighter. When I am at school, I act like my life is all together but in reality I am overly stressed about everything. I have to paint my picture perfectly to be what my father wants, but no matter what I do, I aren't good enough for him.

"I was so worried that you weren't going to wake up." He said. I nodded. I wonder who he told about this.

"Dad knows" Fuyumi said, "he was dissapointed."

"Figured" I said simply. I wasn't in the mood to act like I cared right now. My arms wrapped around Kaoru and I held onto him like he was the only thing I had left in the world.

"Hey, I have to get home. I'll come see you tomorrow, okay?" Fuyumi said and kissed my head, turning into a caring sister. I nodded.

Kaoru sat on the bed and cuddled me.

"I'm going to tell Hikaru, if that's okay? He and Haruhi will probably come round to see you." Kaoru said. My grip around him tightened slightly and I nodded. He kissed me gently. This is what I needed. I needed my boyfriend to love me even when I failed. I don't see why he loves me any more, but I am glad that he does.