Unfortunately For Her (BLACK PINK x BTS)

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did i say this would be in 3rd person?

well oops

you might be like wow they are so dramatic to act this way but hopefully their past explains it not this chapter tho oops

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JENNIE POV

"You ready?" Lisa grasped my hand tightly, still not used to their facade. Rose and Jisoo nodded quickly before opening the doors to the school. Everyone glared once we walked down the halls, whispering about how stuck up and narcissistic we are. I wish I could thrust all the years of sacrifice and hardship we went through so they could understand. It was manageable at first but their words became harsher and started to sink in, affecting us individually. We acted normal at home but we all knew it would never be normal ever again.

It took a while for me to notice but Rose ate less as the days went on. When we went to the mall I stared at her silently when she dropped down two sizes in clothing. Later on, I forced her to eat a whole tray of Chinese food only to find out she threw it up at home.

Lisa loved to dance. Every day she would go to her dance team and just dance her little heart out to forget about what she has to deal with. She tried out for the varsity team at school but the judges were students who despised us. They told her awful stuff that discouraged her dreams to pursue a dance career. 

Jisoo seemed the same but recently she started to get angry easily.

"Oh, unnie we forgot to tell you." Rose said as she opened her locker. I looked at her to hear her answer and she looked really anxious.

"Uh, we are going to her grave today. You want to-"

"I'm not going," I said and started to walk away.

"Wait, no. Jennie. Please come with us." Lisa said while grabbing my hand.

"You haven't been there in 6 years. Isn't that disrespectful?" Jisoo spoke up. They all stared at me expectantly; this has been on their minds ever since we started this act.

"No. It just... hurts to see her." I lied, not wanting them to know the true answer.

"Okay then. Are you going to be okay alone?" 

"Yea." I walked away before they could burden me with more questions. 

I hate it so much. I hate how we have to act to be safe due my stupid mistakes in the past. I was badly influenced and harmed everyone in my way. If they hadn't come into our lives everything would've been fine.

I was driven by a fake love and was blind to my friends insecurities and needs. 

I ended up taking a life in the process.

And I hate myself for it.