Family... (An Ishqbaaz FF) ||✔||

Part 8

Anika: *shocked* Aa...aap mazaak kar rahe hain na?
(You...you're kidding, right?)

Shivaay: I'm damn serious Anika.

Anika: Kyoon Shivaay? Mujhse koi galti hui hain? Aap gussa hain mujhpe?
(Why Shivaay? Did I do something wrong? Are you angry at me?)

Shivaay: Nahi Anika. Tumhari koi galti nahi hain. It's just that... *cries* I don't deserve you Anika. Maine tumhare saath bahot galat kiya hain. Maine tumhe kitna humiliate kiya. Kitna hurt kiya. Maine tumpe bharosa nahi kiya likin tumne humesha kiya. Kitni baar tumne apni parwaah kiye bagair meri jaan bachai. Tumne meri liye jo kuch bhi kiya hain, uska aihsaan main kabhi chuka nahi paaoonga. Anika, tum is duniya ki saari khushiyaan deserve karti ho. Likin woh main tumhe nahi de paaoonga. You deserve someone better. Jo tumhe zindagi bhar khush rakhega. Jo... tu...tumhe mujhse zya...daa py...aar karega.
(No Anika. You're not at fault. It's just that... I don't deserve you Anika. I treated you so wrong. I humiliated you. I hurt you. I never trusted you but you always trusted me. You saved my life countless times. I am indebted to you for everything that you have done for me till date. Anika, you deserve all happiness there is in this world. But I won't be able to provide you with them. You deserve someone better. Someone who will always keep you happy. Some...someone who'll lo...love you m...more than m...me

He broke down after his last statement. Om, Rudra and Mahi also had tears in their eyes but Anika was just shocked. She didn't say anything for a couple of minutes but after that, in a fraction, she took the glass of water kept on her bedside table and threw it's contents on Shivaay. Shivaay was shocked while OmRu cupped their mouths. Anika kept the glass aside and grabbed Shivaay's collar. Her eyes were filled with tears.

Anika: *shaky voice* Aapne aisa kaha bhi kaise? Samajhte kya hain aap khudko? Kaise aapne yeh keh diya ki main aapko chhod doon? KAISE BOLA AAPNE YEH, KAISE?
(How can you even say that? Who do you think you are? How can you tell me to leave you? HOW CAN YOU?)

Tears rolled down Shivaay's cheeks. Anika calmed down and cupped his face.

Anika: Main jaanti hoon ki aapke liye yeh samay kitna mushkil hain. Likin iska yeh matlab toh nahi ki aap mujhe apni zindagi se nikaal kar phaink denge.
(I know that this is a really tough time for you. But that doesn't mean you'll throw me out of your life.)

Shivaay: *cups her face* Nahi Anika, aisa bilkul nahi hain. Main... main bas itna chaahta hoon, tumhe tumhari zindagi ki saari khushiyaan mile.
(No Anika, it's not that. I...I just want you to have all the happiness that you deserve.)

Anika: Meri zindagi toh aap hain Shivaay. Aur aapko lagta hain, main aapse door jaakar khush ho sakti hoon? Aap na bilkul hi paglaith chiraute hain.
(You are my life Shivaay. And do you think I can be happy if I'm away from you? You are totally foolish.)

Voice: Ee toh humri line hain. (This is my line.)

They look towards the door as Gauri and Bhavya enter.

Bhavya: Bhaiyas, aap log itne time se andar they ki hume tension ho rahi thi. (Bhaiyas, you all were inside for such a long time that we got worried.) *looks around* Hum galat time pe toh nahi aaye na? (Did we come at the wrong time?)

Anika: Bilkul nahi, ulta ekdum sahi time aaye ho. Shivaay mere dimaag ki dahi kar rahe hain aur main sach kehti hoon, agar do line aur bol dete na, toh main inhe ek jhaap main deewar pe sata deti.
(Not at all, in fact you've come at the right time. Shivaay is irritating me and I swear if he says anything else, I will slap him hard.)

Gauri: Arey aise mat kijiyega bhaujai. Warna aap par gharelu hinsa ka case draj ho jaayega. (Don't do that (Anika) bhaujai. Otherwise you will be charged for domestic violence.)