Despair

Chapter 4

I'm guessing you weren't around that area?Nah, not me.I came from Alanta.Ohh,by chance are you good at making playlist and stuff?Yea,I am actually.Great cause Uh Dylan needs some help over there.Becky gestures with her elbow.Son of a b-baker!Interrupts Kassy.Styles laughs and gets up to go help Dylan.He's cute dont'cha think?Mmmmm yea if you like sckater guys.Becky said, with a shrug.Ill stick to my country boys.There cute an sweet an funny an cute.You said cute twice.Watever Same thing. There your stupid slideshow is fixed.Just go ask Dylan to put in music.PST!!!I look over to see Scotty motioning me to come over.What did you break this time?I say with amusement.Nothing..... right now at the moment.Who was that guy?Some new boy that moved here yesterday.Whats his name?Styles.No!No!No!Thats all wrong!!Miss.Lawn comes rushing in to were Jake was.That is not how you make cut out cardboard people!We laugh at her tryin to teach Jake out to cut out cardboard people.We all know that hes not listining even she deos,but i don't  know why she continues to waste her time.I turn my attention back to Scotty.So cutie what are you doing later?Mmmmmmm...nothing.You?Same,how about we go do something say after we leave here?Scotty I cant stay out all night.I got prom to get ready for.That's going to take you all day?Yes,I'm a girl it always forever to get ready. Don't have to tell me that.You take the longest time.Yo Scotty!What do you want Cooper?Mind if I borrow your girlfriend for a little bit?Cooper says with a smirk.

  Cooper had a crush on me back in 5th grade an it followed all the way up to our freshman year.He wasn't very shy about it ether.It was our freshman year on Valentine's day.He wrote on my looker "Love you Carrie Jackson".Then he had some roses and chocolate underneath it.But,I just didn't like him that way.When I thought I did like him,I found myslef thinking about Scotty.Which happened to be his best friend.So when me an Scotty first got together he was really mad.But,after awhile he got over it.

  What do you need help with nerd?How would you ask a girl to prom?I guess he moved to another poor girl.What??I like a girl ok?Shot me.Well,it's a day before prom so you can't really think about it.So just do it now.But,what of she says no infront of everyone.Since when are you scared?Im not.He says defensivly.Then do it.Okay okay.He gets up from the bleachers an walks to the middle of them gym.He wips his hands on his pants nervously.Becky Randolf!Scotty runs over to me.He whispers "What is he gonna do to that poor girl."Just wait.I look on with wide eyes. Becky looks up from the sign she is painting.Can you please stand up?Becky stands you slowly with the paint brush in her hand.What Cooper?Will you....do me the honor of going to prom with me??She sucks in a shocked breath.She looks around nervously an then lays her eyes on me.I nod my head encouraging her.She looks back at him."Yes!", she says in a excited voice.He gave her a huge huge.You made me nervous there for a sec.I thought you were gonna reject me.No,I couldn't. She smiles at him.

  It's almost like the way Scotty asked me to the prom.We were all at lunch an Scotty comes up behind me with a hudge poster.Written in his sloppy handwriting:

                Carrie Jackson I Love You  with all my heart so..... will you come to prom with me...as my date?

  He had roses an a black Teddy bear with an heart in the center saying "Will you be mine?".My heart was beating out of my chest."Will you be my queen?" He asked me.I jumped you an ran over to him teary eyed an said yes.He looked cute in his black t-shirt an dark jeans with his belt buckle an cowboy boots.Hey,Styles.How do you like everyone so far?There pretty chill."Hey are you in athletics?",asks Scotty.Yea."Ooooo just wait till football practice."says Scotty.Should I be scared?Just hide your clothes so no one can find them.Oookkkayy,Ill keep that in mind.Hey who's that girl over there with the red hair.Oh Natalie.She beautiful.You should go talk to her.Really? Yea.He nods an walks over to her.

  Alright everybody thats good! You can all go home now!Finally says Scotty relieved.He grabs my hand an pulls me to the door.Let's go already.Wait.I forgot my phone.I walk over to the edge of the bleachers an get my phone.I was about to leave when I heard giggling. I peek around the corner to see Styles an Natalie running around chasing each other out the back door.I smile to myself.It feels like Valentine's day.I walk over to Scotty who's waiting by the door."It's 9 o'clock!",says Scotty.No wonders I'm hungry.Hey,I got a idea.How about I follow you to your house,an drop off your car an then we go eat.I think about for a little bit.Okay,yea I'm hungry too.We drive to my house an drop off my car.Dad must be working late again.I look over at my house.The only lights on is the living room an kitchen.Hey,what's the matter?Scotty walks over an puts his arms around me from behind.

I lean I to him.Nothing.I'm just gonna miss this thats all.Yea,it's gonna be scary an sad at first.But, it will okay.Yea, I soppose your right.Come on lets eat before I decide to eat you.He nibbles at my neck playfully.I giggle.Okay okay I'm going. We decide to go to "The Buckboard".