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KEASIA POVV
I woke up and I still didn't see Chris anyway. This guy is going to fucking get it. I checked my phone and got out of bed tripping over Chris.
" what the fuck are you doing on the floor"
"Sleeping" he said helping me up.
" thats what the bed is for dumbass" i yanked my arm away. He just stared at me "and where have you been anyways i didnt see you since yesterday morning" he just stared at me and didnt say anything. "hello I'm talking to you chris" I waved my hand in his face but he didn't say anything. I smacked my lips and started to walk out the room. he grabbed my arm, walking us to the bed.
" babe i love you" he just stared at me.
"Where is this coming from chris" i just looked at him.
" i just wanted to tell you" i rolled my eyes and tried to get up only to be pushed back down on the bed.
" i really have to tell you something kee" he rubbed the back of his head looking like he was nervous. Before he spoke his phone rung.
Him - hello
?????
Him - man what do you want
?????
Him - nothing exactly why are you calling me
????
Him - leave me alone. damn christine bye
My eyes widen. He hung up the phone." why she calling you chris. What did she want" he just looked back at me. "Babe i love you and i want to spend the rest of my life with you. You are the mother of my possibly unborn child. I told myself i would never fall in love with a girl but you changed all that because I'm in love with you." I smiled and tried to hug him but he pushed me away. " Kee i have to be completely honest with you. I went to Christine house and tried to make her leave us alone. But before I could do anything she threw herself onto me. Babe I'm sorry but me and Christine had sex. I fell asleep there thats why i never cane home and there could be a possibility she may be pre...." I slapped him in the face. My heart dropped to my stomach tears flooded my eyes. " i cant believe you chris. After what you said to me? How can you love me when you cheated on me chris ? Damn boy. I wish i never met you." he tried to hug me but i pushed him away. " dont touch me chris." He just looked at me. More tears fell down my eyes. " i hate you chris. I wish this baby wasnt by you. I wish my brother would have fucked you up just like he did your cousin" i seen him get angry. I punched him in the jaw. He tightened up and i seen the darkness in his eyes. He looked like he was about to kill me. I pushed him but he stood still looked at me. He bit down on his bottom lip. He walked towards me cornering me. I slide down the wall staring at him and holding my arms out trying to cover up just in case he tried to hit me. We just stared at eachother. He shook his head and walked out the room. I cried even harder. I heard him yelling and things breaking downstairs. I grabbed a trash bag and threw some clothes into it. I texted my bestfriend derrick that i was on my way. I walked downstairs and seen chris. The whole living room was a mess. Holes in the walls, the flat screen thrown across the room, tables and lamps broken. He was on the couch trying to catch his breath and crying. We made eye contact. I picked up a picture of us that we took on my birthday. I ripped it up only saving my side. I looked back at him and a tear fell down my eyes. " i hope you and christine have the best life ever. You know derrick all you have to do is call him if you want to see our child." I ripped the necklace off dropping it over the ripped up pieces of the picture of us. I looked at him one more time and shook my head. I tried to walk to the door but he got up and blocked it.
" please move chris"
" keasia please dont leave me i love you"
" how, you cheated on me. How is that love"
" keasia please i love you...." I didnt say anything. I just looked down trying not to look at him. I felt a tear fall down on my hand. I looked up and his face was full with tears." keasia i love..." I looked the opposite direction and looked down at my belly. He broke down and cried. He put one of his hands on my belly and started rubbing on it. I swatted his hand off me and he got out the way and went back to the couch. I looked back at him. I know he cheated on me but this hurts. I walked to the car and went to cvs. I brought a pregnancy test to take over derricks house.
I got to derrick's house and he opened up the door. I ran straight to his bathroom. I peed on the little stick and waited 5 minutes. The test beeped and i took a peek. POSITIVE!!! I broke down and cried in the bathroom. I heard a knock on the door. " keasia are you ok" i cleaned myself up and walked out the bathroom. I held up the test to derrick and his eyes got wide. " woah kee." I grabbed on to derrick and started to cry in his chest.
" he cheated on me derrick and im pregnant"
" it will be ok kee"
" i hope so Derrick. I dont want to bring this baby into the world" he pushed me off of him and looked at me.
" kee what are you talkin about"
" im thinking about an abortion"
" a what ? Kee your just over reacting you cant get an abortion. You know I'm against that kind of stuff."
" i know but i...."
" but you what ? Keasia fuck that you really want one"
"Yes i do derrick" he just stared at me.
" well kee im sorry but you cant be here"
I just looked at him, he looked so serious. I grabbed the pregnancy test and left out the door.
few weeks later**
I walked into the clinic and signed my name. Im really going to get this abortion. I waited for a few hours until they called my name. Inbetween time my mind was filled with millions of question. I really miss chris but i can never trust him again and its just like if theres no trust then why be together. I started to play with my fingers and look down at my stomach i was showing a little. I smiled to myself but i cant bring a baby into this world it already messed my chances of basketball.
*FLASHBACK*
" kee im opened. Kee im opened"
I started to dribble the ball. It was third quarter. I looked out into the crowd everyone was smiling at me. Coach called timeout.
" are you ok kee" coach and anaiyah just started at me.
" yes im...." My stomach started to feel funny. I started to gag and i held my mouth running to the bathroom. I threw up all over the place and couldnt stop. Anaiyah ran after me along with coach.
" Babe you dont look to good" anaiyah said
" yes i think we're going to have to kick you off the team. You just havent been feeling right" coach rubbed my back and ran back out to the game. Anaiyah just stayed to comfort me. I cried my eyes out i couldnt believe coah had kicked me off the team
*FLASHBACK OVER*
" Keasia Sanders" one nurse said
" yes here i come" i got up following the nurse to the back. As we were walking to back she took my blood pressure, weight, and height. After all that was done she took me to go take a pregnancy test to confirm my pregnancy. we then walked to the room and she started to ask me a few questions.
" your here for the abortion right"
" yes ma'am" i said feeling kind of upset.
A few hours later a doctor came in.
" you cam just in time after today you werent going to be allowed to get an abortion. but keasia are you really sure you want this abortion. once you get this abortion there is no way possible to undo this. im going to leave you here to think about your decision, ill be back in 15 minutes." i just went into deep thought. he walked out of the room leaving me here time to think this through. Am i really sure if i want to get an abortion is the question to myself. 15 minutes passed and he came back to see what my question was.
" miss sanders have you made your decision."
" yes I would...."
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