He starts to unzip his pants and I gasped. And I remembered that it is forbidden. I am completely in a state of shock na sinumulan niyang hubarin ang kaniyang pantalon.
"N-nathan.. wag.." Sabi ko sa kanya at mas lalo niyang pinilit ang kanyang sarili sakin, mas lalo niyang hinigpitan ang pag hawak niya sa mga braso ko, at hinalikhalikan ng paulit-ulit ang katawan ko. Mas lalo siyang naging agresibo kaysa dati.
Hindi ko kinaya ang lakas niya, at walang makakatulong sakin ngayon. Helpless, I couldn't help it but cry.
"Sniff.. sniff.. Please s-stop.." Sabi ko, halos napaiyak na ako sa ginawa niya sa katawan ko.
Why would someone play with my body whenever they feel like it?
"I'm sorry." He whispers, then he hugs me gently. Our naked bodies, sticking together on a beautiful night.
"I honestly don't know why you're doing this to me." I said, and he stares at me with a serious and a worried look, and it made me nervous. He just started at me, without a single reply, and in his hesitation, I found my answer.
He slowly loosened his tight grips in my wrists, halos namula ang braso ko sa lakas niya. "I.. uh—let's not talk about this right now." He says, and he kisses my forehead and stood up. He zipped his pants, grabbed his car keys and left the room half naked.
I stood up covering my body with blanket, and I started at the streets through the window, and a little bit later, I saw his car. San kaya siya pupunta? Nagtampo nanaman siya like the one that happened before, tuwing pinapatigil ko siya sa mga pambababoy niya sakin, mag-wawalkout nanaman siya, at baka magdala ulit ng babae sa penthouse niya. My heart felt heavy habang iniisip ko yun. But, I could still feel the warmth of his lips in my forehead.
Punong-puno ako ng mga katanungan, di ko alam kung bakit nahahayaan ko nalang siya gawin sa'kin ito, I can't deny but I love the things he does to me, sometimes I can't help but think of him, just like what I'm doing right now.
Nag-suot ako ng bra, changed my clothes and went straight to the mall. Namili ako ng mga damit at naisip ko si Nanay, should I visit her to the hospital or not, then suddenly my phone beeped.
Anak, huwag ka muna bumisita ha. Relax ka nalang muna, don't worry andito naman yung mga pinsan mo.
I looked at my mother's text, dumbfounded. And I replied to her, telling her to take a good care of herself. I don't wanna insist pa baka ayaw naman ni Mama.
Biglang nag alarm yung mall, nagsitakbuhan ang security guard.
"Sunog! Sunog!"
Kinabahan ako, sumunod ako sa mga security guards na tumawag sakin, at nasa fourth floor pa naman ako ngayon.
"Kuya! Ano ba ang dahilan at bakit bigla nalang nagkaapoy?!"
"Maam, may sumabog po sa baba!"
BZZRRT!
Namatay lahat ng ilaw at sobrang dilim na ng mall, halos walang bintana dito para may konting ilaw galing sa labas.
Naamoy ko na ang usok, at kumakalat na ito galing third floor.
30 minutes later,
Wala paring pumunta para mag rescue, hindi kami makababa dahil ang fire exits ay inaayos pa, pinalibutan na ng apoy.
Tinitiniis ko na ang usok, dahil sobrang grabe na ito,
Hindi ko na kinaya, ang iba pang taong kasama ko nahimatay na,
Suddenly nawalan ako ng malay sa sobrang init at usok na naamoy ko.
To be continued.
BINABASA MO ANG
Sold Myself (SPG)
RomanceWhat's the worst thing you did for money? Jenny struggled every single day of her life, trying to survive working endlessly tiring jobs until she was offered a high-paying job. A job she was not expecting for her life. (R-18)
