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i was really happy with her
not in a romantic way but i just generally enjoyed her company.

and she seemed to enjoy mine too.

whenever i saw her she gave me hugs and thanked me for being her friend.

i never understood why though.

i mean she was kind, beautiful, caring, protective.

i could never find any real flaws in her.

it was strange.

strange, to the point where i thought this was too good to be true and ended up abandoning her in the next few months of our friendship.

i hung out with new strangers, made friends, even had a girlfriend.
but i always felt her staring at me and those stares felt like confusion, anger,     and sadness.          

then,
she came up to me one day and yelled,

"WHY DID YOU ABANDON ME, WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME ALONE, WHAT DID I DO, WHY DID YOU HURT ME?!"

and bam,
she slapped the fuck out of me and stormed off.

after that,
people all stared at me and i came to my senses, i had hurt a person who was too good to be true, but that's the problem.

she is too good, but it all was true.

and i realized,

i fucked up royally