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Hi guys! Im here to tell you about my book!
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Kid- yay whats it about
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Phil got a new phone and downloaded a new app called 'Chatss' . He found a chatroom on there called 'Frosting' . He went on the...
Phillion- Dan - - Phillion- Dan! - Llamahowell- what? - Phillion- we need to talk. About YouTube. - Llamahowell- Oh ya! What youtubers do you watch?! - Phillion- I don't watch any. Who do you watch? - Llamahowell- Ummm... Smosh, Onision, Good Mythical Morning, and this really cool guy called AmazingPhil!! - Phillion- Whats your youtube? - Llamahowell- I dont have a proper one but I use an account called DanielH. Whats your YouTube? - Phillion- AmazingPhil. - Llamahowell- your lying. - Phillion- I'm not lying. - Llamahowell- then send a picture!! - Phillion-
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- Llamahowell- Wow. You are AmazingPhil!!!1!!!1!! - Phillion- Now about that comment. - Llamahowell- Oh ya. ;-) - Phillion- >:-( that was very disturbing. Wtf - Llamahowell- heh. Sorry. - Phillion- be sorry. And btw ypu should become a Youtuber. I think you'd be good at it. - Llamahowell- really? I doubt it. - Phillion- Ya! You'd be totally amazing! - Llamahowell- Nah. I'm not into it right now. - Phillion- oh. Ok? Well, I think we should atleast meet. And then maybe I could love you ;-) - Llamahowell- :O ofc!! But I don't have any money to buy tickets :'( - Phillion- I'll pay! x - Llamahowell- really?! Omg Phil Ily!! - Phillion- Ily too x Phillion and Llamahowell went offline ------------------- Dans POV
YES! I can't believe it!! I'm meeting AmazingPhil! The AmazingPhil!!
But Dan. He doesn't Actually love you.
Yes he does!!
No he doesn't! He doesn't want a useless Stupid peice of flesh!
He loves me! If he didn't He wouldn't buy me tickets to See him!
He HATES you! You know that!
H-He doesn't!
HE HATES YOU
Third person POV
Dan runs into the bathroom and locks the door. He doesn't do anything, he just stares at himself, crying. "Im ugly." He says. "Im fat." He says. "Im useless" He says, pulling out a razor. He just looks at it, eventually sliding it across his scarred skin. He thinks of every flaw about him, and every broken relationship he's had. He blood calms him. He thinks 'I deserve it,' But he didn't. Dan didn't deserve any of it, but Dan Is broken. Dan is scared. Dan wants death. Phil doesn't know how broken Dan is. No one really knows, except his friends. But they can't help, no one can. But maybe Phil can, but Phil might not find out, and Dan doesn't want him to.
He screams.
He breaks.
He cries.
He lays down.
He's tired.
He doesn't sleep.
He shuts his eyes.
He doesn't sleep.
He lays there.
He cries.
He's broken and no one can fix him. Except Phil. But no one knows that. Not even Dan. Not even Phil. ------------------------------------------------------
I'm sorry XD // I think only people that have been depressed and suicidal can write about it. And people that haven't experienced it shouldn't, because they don't know how it feels. I know how it feels, so I believe I can write about it. Just a thought tho. Hbu?
