Mentions of suicide and abuse!
Phils POV
Hate. The word I'll never use. Ever. 'Everyone uses it Phil!' 'Just say it!' Its what everyone would say to me in middle school, and I would never say it. I. Will. Never. Use. That. Word.
One slap, two slaps, one punch, one kick. The daily routine, my parents say. They say it will help me grow big and strong... and useless.
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I never asked why because that would be rude, and I'm not rude.
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9:00 am they would both leave for work and I would be left alone, but I soon found a way to cook. Cooking was fun.
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They would come home drunk or high, every night. They smelled bad.
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They would come to my room and beat me, tellimg me that I'm useless, retarded, ugly, stupid, annoying and way more.
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"You useless peice of shit!"
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"Ugly bitch!"
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"Stupid shit! Why are you so dumb!"
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"Stop being annoying!"
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"Retarded!"
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"I HATE YOU"
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I hate you. You don't say that to a 4 year old. You'd think they'd forget, but they don't. I didn't. That stuck with me, everyday. That sentence gave me depression. It gave me anxiety. It gave me suicide. But I didn't take that. I should have though. A long time ago when I was still young and no one would care. But people do now, so I can't.
But I could.
I really could. No one would care.
It would be over.
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I know you hate me. I hate me too. Lol I see you guys suffer.
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Frosting || Phan
Fiksi PenggemarAuthor entered chat room: description - Hi guys! Im here to tell you about my book! - Kid- yay whats it about - Phil got a new phone and downloaded a new app called 'Chatss' . He found a chatroom on there called 'Frosting' . He went on the...
