You haven't seen over reacting yet.

Rain Sucks.

I hate rain, it makes me sleepy. Its cold, wet and unpleasant. So for me walking in the rain was like waving pizza in front of an anorexic girl. It was tourcher.

So as I walked into the two story brick house for the last party of the year the last thing I wanted to see was them sucking face!

I was so shocked I just turned around and ran out. It felt like I had two knives stuck in my spine. Like I had been beaten with a baseball bat. Like someone ripped out my heart. I was crushed.

I should of said something or at least beat the shit out of one of them. When I ran out I heard the comments people made.

"OH FUCK!"

"Damn."

"Your a jerk!"

" Whore!"

All pointed at them.

I ran five blocks before I stopped to catch my breath, I was soaked and freezing. I had worn shorts and a light hoodie since it was May it was suppose to be warmer. Warm my ass Channel 6 weather and news!

I sat in the middle of the road think about how he was a lier, a jerk, whore, my best friend, my ex, some one I trusted and had been there or through any thing and everything even when no one else was. Epsically that bitch Kim. The car never came.

So I moved on the side walk and though of how he screwed me over.

I was there when she wouldn't speak to him. I was the one who made him smile when he was upset. I held his hand when his physco Mom filliped out on him. I agreed to stay even when I knew he was leaving. I spent a week of my life making a book for him, with pictures, letters, drawing and quotes just so he'd smile. Hell I almost let him have sex with me. Even when people told me not to date him because he was a player. But he was my best friend I knew his past and didn't care, I though we were closer than that.

Then her! My god I can't count the times I helped her. I talked her out of killing her self multiple times. I stood up for her to other people. I went off on my own cousin because they were talking and he ended it. I gave her stuff, I let her use mine, I helped her in school. I was there when no one else was. When she was upset and everyone else had given up on finding out why I didn't't. I pulled her aside and gave her a pep talk. I told her I loved him and I didn't' want to break up but hell when some one moves out of state then says they wont be fatefully what do you do?

Back when we were all just a big group of friends and he sent her a picture of his junk. I still was both of there friends. Now looking back I think they were talking, things got to serious and Kim freaked out when she got it or maybe she just didn't want to seem like a whore. Ha precious little Christian girl who got taken advantage of. I can see the head line now. She acted all goody goody but I knew her on a deeper level, she was more of a sinner than she'd ever admit.

I Cried, and cried till finally a white care pulled up to the area of side walk near where I was sitting. I had hoped it'd be a serial killer or a gang member who didn't like my black hoodie. But I knew that car therefor I knew who would step out of it any second. Hayden. 5'9 average build, redish hair, nice smile. He was a good friend and a even better one for actually getting out of his car to talk to me.

He sat next to me and pulled me into his chest. Even though it was pouring rain and he was already soaked he sat there on the side walk with me in the streetlights rays.

" Its going to be okay." He says patting my back.

" Are you trying to make me burp?" I ask looking up at him trying to make light of the situation.

He laughs " Duh!"

" So how much did you see?" I ask

"Enough to know you want to kill them both." He says

" I hear Kitchen Utensils work well." He adds

" Naw knives are to played out." I says poking him

" I meant a spoon....." He says laughing

"Yes because that very threading!" I say laughing

"HEY it works on Sponge Bob" He says getting up and offering me his hand.

*Hey so this is a story based off of a true story, its going to be update once or twice a week so keep your eyes open and tell me what you think!"