Unbroken: devil in heaven

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Devil in heaven,
How ironic.

People like me should
Be burning in hell.

Its amazing,
Everything I want
I have.

But the guilt,
Its filling
This empty space
In my soul.

I feel like a monster,
Everything I touch
Just breaks
All the people that touch
Change.
I even broke myself.

How do I even deserve
All those blessings
I broke hearts
I wrecked souls
And I destroyed people.

I'm treating everyone
The same way they've
Treated me before.

I'm a soulless person.
I need someone to
Slap me,
Punch me,
Shoot me,
I want to feel something.

All of my dreams have
Turned into nightmares.
All of my confidences
Have turned into insecurities
And now this heaven,
Will turn into hell
With my existence.

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