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                                                                                 emma pov

Ethan pulled me closer kissing me wanting entranc i deniyed and pulled away he frowled "We have pax i said nuzaling his head he nuzled into my neck "babe we need to get ready" i told him he just grond i kissed the top of his head and tryed to get up and ethan held me tighter i pushed away he growled louder i smirked and went to go get my hair and makeup done well eye liner and a small bit foundation i walked out and ethan was jacking himself off on the bed i just backed away and into the bathroom closing the door i listend to his small moans i could not help i got out of the bathroom and began blowing him "e-emma ahhh" he said pulling my hair and pushing my head down as he moand louder "E-emma im g-gonna-" he tride to say as he came in my mouth i swallowed it all getting up kissing ethan and went to go brush my teeth he came up behind me hugging and kissing my neck i smilled and kissed ethans head taking a photot and posting it on teitter 'I love this man!' i posted it with the capton every shiper went insane i smiled ethan lifted his head up kissing my jaw line i put some foundation on the hicky ethan gave me to were no one saw it i began  to pull away so i can leav and get my shoes on ethan following close behind like a lost puppy dog i walked into the living room phil looked at me in confuson i just shook my head no  and put my boots on ethan following behind i sat on the couch near phil as ethan lied down with his head on my lap i pet his hair  "Were did dan go?" i asked phil "Out he felt bad about what happend earlyer" he said "He better shes mine!" ethan growled i pulled his hair "oww" he said "Don't you ever say that again ethan nestor" i said "When you say my full name it turns me on!" he said drunkenly i blushed slaping his face "Ethan just shut up" i said pushing ethan off getting up i was mad at what ethan said he sounded like clay i walked in my bed room locking my door sitting on my bed thinking about evrething clay said to me thrugh out the 5 years the scars the cuts and brusis and fights tears prikled my eyesi tried to calm my self down and not have a panicattac when my phone went off it was phil 

                                              p=phil e=emma 

P:are you ok?

E:im ok i guess

P:Ethans out hear stairing at the ground trying to proces evrething it is actually pritty funny

E:He is drunk so im not suprised

P:He is acting weird he is now crying and mumbaling crap

E:Just send him to his room

P:Mk luve ya <3

E:love you to <3

I put my phone down and grabed my pillow huging it as if it was my adopted brother my parents had left me outside were i lived for a year untill cps picked me up puting me in an orphanage were i was picked up by a young boy and his parents the young boy had blond spikey hair and gray blue eyes he looked the same age "Hi my name is felix"  he said  sticking his hand out "I-im emma" i said shaking his hand he smiled at me and i smilled back

I suck anyways my writing is suckish sorry about the ethan thing i was bourd and no clue what to write also the flash back will continu in the next chapter! I love you all stay cranky byeeeeeeeee