Its complicated...

Insecurity happens to the most beautiful people

Jason's P.O.V

Lauren and I have been spending so much time together, its been almost a month now and were getting really close. I keep wanting to ask her out but I never know what to say when I'm around her, she makes me nervous and trust me I'm not normally that kind of guy. Plus I doubt she'd say yes, not only does she have a whole total of 10 siblings watching over her but she's still pretty awkward if anyone ever brings it up. I just need the right time, the right place and we need to be as faarr from Lisa as possible! It's now or never though right? I marched on over and took a deep breath before knocking the door. No answer. Knocked again. No answer. I noticed Laurens light was the only one on in the house so I opened the door. "Lauren?" I called, "Are you okay?" I heard sobbing coming from upstairs so I ran up and knocked her bedroom door. The crying sound stopped abrubtly the second I knocked. "Lauren please answer me" I begged she was starting to worry me now. "come in" she whispered just loud enough for me to hear. I walked in and saw her wiping away tears. She tried to smile but her eyes were watery and bloodshot. I walked over and sat on the floor beside her. "Laur, what happened?" I asked. She sniffed a little and then stood up "Nothing, It's stupid" she said quickly. But I knew nothing could be stuid if Lauren was hurt by it. "It can't be stupid, just tell me" I pleaded, I can't bear to see the most beautiful girl in the world in pain. "Um, look" she said pointing at her laptop, It was half closed at the other side of the room so I figure she must've thrown it over there. I slowly walked towards it and opened it up. Then I looked to see possibly the most agrivating thing in the world, it made me so angry I wanted to throw the laptop out the window and go punch whoever made it right in the face! Then I looked up to see Lauren crying again and immediately I melted with pain. I stood up and wrapped my arms around her in the most comforting hug I was capable of. "Why do they hate me?!" Lauren sobbed into my shoulder. I can't believe someone was horrible enough to create a website called ihatelaurencimorelli.com and even worse it had over 5,000 fans! It was basically a whole website dedicated to try and get her as many haters as possible. "Is something wrong with me?" she cried pulling away from me. She stood staring in the mirror. "I HATE MYSELF!" she screamed "THEYRE RIGHT IM TOO UGLY AND ANNOYING TO BE IN CIMORELLI!" she started to hit the mirror like she was trying to hit herself. She let herself slide down the glass and started crying hard into the ground. I was getting angrier and angrier until.. "NO" I yelled "LAUREN CIMORELLI YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND TALENTED THESE PEOPLE THAT SAY THESE THINGS ARE THE IDIOTS, NOT YOU!" I screamed right at her. Then I realised exactly what just happened, Lauren stared at me like a lonely puppy. I walked over to her and sat so I was directly facing her. I reached my hands up and wiped away her tears then I cupped my hands around her face and looked deep into her brown shining eyes. "Please believe me" I begged trying not to cry "You are beautiful in every way, your pretty, smart, funny, talented, and just incredible. Please don't let anyone ever tell you otherwise!" My voice started to crack but I let one last thing slip out "I love you" I said as one tear finally rolled down my cheek. "You really believe all that don't you?" she said looking me in the eyes. "Of course I do" I said. She reached out and gave me a hug then she whispered in my ear "How are you going to get me to believe you?" I responded "Because insecurity happens to the most beautiful people." She looked at me looking at her and all she said was "Thankyou."

Lauren's P.O.V

I know that there are people who believe I'm beautiful, including Jason but as much as I wish I could I just don't see it. I'm defenitely not as beautiful as any of my sisters anyway and I'm really awkward. If theres over 5,000 people out there that hate me then something is obviously wrong with me! Lisa used to always tell me that hating on the internet is effortless which is why it's so popular. All it takes is typing a couple of word's and pressing enter to hate on someone but in this case someone actually made an entire website to hate on me! Clearly they were very motivated! I would try to talk to my sisters but I don't think any of them understand it because they're all so beautiful! I want to tell them but I can't. I can't talk to Jason about it because I can tell it physically hurts him when I say stuff like that. I mean he loves me and I wish we could be happy but he deserves someone better than me he just hasnt met her yet!