Its complicated...

Where are they?

Amy's Pov: 

"Dad please!" I begged. "I know you're upset but you haven't left the house in days and the last time was just to go to the store!" He completely ignored me and rolled back into his bed. I can't do this on my own anymore! Ever since Lauren left, I've had to hold the whole family together on my own! I'm in pain too but if I break down like everyone else is then it'll all fall apart.  Besides, Lauren could still come back. I can't help but worry just as much about my sisters as I do about Lauren right now! Lauren may be out there on her own but she's still probably handling herself better than anyone in this house! 

"AMY?!" I hear Lisa calling. "What?!" I shout back. She doesn't answer so I ran up to her room and saw her holding Dani back in the corner. I ran to them and wrapped my arms around Dani. She was crying and screaming and fighting all at once. I looked at Lisa and all she had to do was nod and I knew Dani was reading the comments about Lauren again. Lisa and I had to hold onto her until she stopped struggling. A few minutes later she stopped screaming and began to cry softly on Lisas shoulder. The three of us just sat there hugging and sobbing. I heard Dani whisper "I need Laur" and honestly she was right, we all need Lauren so much! Then suddenly the phone started ringing. At first I was going to ignore it but it was annoying me so I ran downstairs and answered it just in time. And thank God I did, because it was Jason! "Hello, is anyone there?" he was really out of breath. "It's me, Amy, is this Jason?" I asked. "Yes!....Listen Amy somethings happened." he paused "I found Lauren." For a second time stopped, the whole world froze around me. I can't believe it! Laurens okay! "Oh thank goodness, where is she, can I come get her?!" I said. He didn't respond but I swore I could hear him panting through the phone. "Jason?" I ask. He's scaring me now..."You can't come get her, but you can come see her......were in a hospital....something happened but I don't want to tell you like this. I figure it's better you get down here first." He said. I didn't hesitate at all, "We are coming" I said and hung up. I don't think I've ever been this scared before. "GUYS, HE FOUND LAUREN..."

Laurens Pov: 

Ouch! I'm scared to open my eyes becJasause I can see the bright light shining over me...'I'm dead' I think to myself. I started to remember everything that had just happened to me in my last moments. Jason had helped me, I could still feel him picking me up from the ground, his tears fell on my hands. I was practically unconscious but I could still feel. The worst feeling of course was the feeling of my heart breaking. I had hurt Jason and my sisters! I just wanted to make things right but a little part of me was saying it's too late. I remembered the last thing I said to my sisters was "Good night" suddenly I realised how appropriate that was since they may never see me again. I remember climbing out the window at 5am that morning. I remember the last time I saw Dani and Lisas faces, they had both looked so peaceful that I considered just climbing into bed next to one of them and staying there. Then I had looked down at the laptop and realised why I had to leave. I remember reading those comments the day before, all the pain I had felt all the tears I let fall. I remember refreshing the page and seeing the number slowly going up. Another person that hates me, and another and another! Its funny how each of those people probably have no idea how much they affected me. I just wish none of it exsisted but it does, there are people who hate me so much that they spend their time and energy hating me. Suddenly I'm beginning to wonder, what are they saying about me now? Have my sisters told the world what I did, how long has it been. Then I came back to the first question. Where am I? I finally open my eyes and see the bright white light that had convinced me I was dead but no, im in a hospital. Under the fleourscent lights beaming down on me. Jason saved my life, I burst into tears. Why am I so upset? This is a good thing right? I didn't want to die, did I? And then I realised, maybe I do wish I hadn't opened my eyes because now I can see clearly. My eyes slowly move over all the familiar faces in the room, how long have they been here? They all looked scared and shocked. For a while nobody spoke or made proper eye contact. Then Jason broke the silence "Thank God, your okay!" He came and wrapped his arms around me, and honestly I really needed that right now. Then slowly each person in the room stood up and moved closer to me. Jason stepped back and let my mum and dad pull me into a huge three person hug. I felt like I was at home in their arms, like everything was okay for a few seconds. Then Christian, Nick and Joey all climbed onto the bed and gave me bear hugs. I missed this so much. Joey sat beside me and said "I missed you, Laurie" he was crying a little too. My heart instantly melted and I pulled himin close. "I missed you too." I whispered to him. Then Alex came over and kissed me on the forehead, he looked at me and said "Never scare me like that again!" then he hugged me tighter than he ever has before. Then Mike came to me and he put my hands in his and looked me right in the eye. He didn't say anything for a second and just stared at me. Finally he said "You're just as beautiful as when you left" This made me cry even harder than before, then he stopped me by saying "I just can't wait for you to see it too." I nodded. As he moved away, I looked around, none of my sisters were here. "Where are they?" I asked. My mom said "They aren't quite ready to see you yet, they'll be here in just a moment." I hope so, I need to say I'm soory as soon as I can!