Alone // B.B

b. 14

It's been roughly two weeks since I departed from DIAL4, and became a solo act. My debut is scheduled for five days from now. And I'm exhausted, but excited.

At this point, I'm home less than I was when I was with DIAL4. The boys (Kai, Jae, and Ewan) practically rule the dorm since I'm never there. On the brighter side of things, I spend everyday doing the thing I love; dancing.

Whether it be in the studio alone or rehearsing my duet with Double B, I constantly push myself past boundaries I had never thought I'd conquer.

"1, 2, HIT, BOOM BOOM," Jinwoo yelled at the two of us as we perfected our duet dance.

"Perfect! You're ready for the debut showcase!" Jinwoo oppa exclaimed. He happily clapped his hands. "I'm so proud."

"Gamsanida Jinwoo oppa," we bowed to him. Jinwoo came up to us and pulled us in for a hug.

"I knew this was your best bet Hana," Jinwoo whispered in my ear.

I remained quiet pulling out of the hug. His smile remained bright as ever, he really must be proud of me.

"Alright, seeing as you're ready, how about you get a break. Yeah?" Jinwoo offered BamBam and I.

"Yes, gomawo!" Bam answered in a cheerful tone.

"Alright, I'll see you two back in," Jinwoo paused, checking his watch, "Two hours?"

I nodded eagerly, ready for my long awaited break. Jinwoo shooed is out of the door into the cool hallway.

BamBam and I walked down the hall, unsure of our final destination. Chatter of excited trainees and angry trainers filled the small hallway, a sense of relief washed over me. I was one of them, but now I'm going to debut in less than a week.

"Crazy isn't it?" BamBam spoke, "Two weeks ago you were one of them, now you're debuting and duetting with the most talented guy in the company."

"Most talented? That's most definitely an opinion," I laughed. BamBam gasped, placing his hand on his chest dramatically.

"I'm offended," he snarled, giving me a pained look.

"You look constipated," I commented, flicking his cheek.

"Yah that-oh hey guys," BamBam stopped, placing his raised hand on the back of his neck.

I took my attention off of BamBam and onto the three figures in front of us; DIAL4, well DIAL3.

"Hey girls!" I smiled waving happily at them.

"Hi Hana sunbae, BamBam sunbae," Jiji greeted for the group. Jennie and Nari avoided eye contact.

"Sunbae?" I questioned.

"You are debuting before us, making you our sunbae," Jiji explained, with an annoyed look on her face.

"Why are you being so harsh? I thought we were friends?"

"We were friends," Jennie said emphasizing were.

BamBam placed a comforting hand on my shoulder. His thumb drew circles on my collar bone.

"What do you mean?" I asked, what have I done?

"You left us. You could have said no," Jiji expanded, "but you still did. So, for that, we have decided to leave you. Good bye sunbae."