I wish that was me.

Chapter 11

"Sooooo, you ready to board the plane?" Zayn asked as we were walking down steps to Try and find our gate.

"Yeah I am" I said feeling really tired. After saying goodbye to everyone I just felt like I wanted to sleep, I don't know. Like today with Harry. It was amazing and I never wanted to let him go. But I had to, he wasn't mine to keep. It's just the way he kissed me and hugged me and made me feel special.

"You thinking bout Harry?" Zayn asked nudging me. Yes actually I was ahah

"Maybe" I laughed, there was no point of hiding anything. Especially from Zayn. He already knew everything and I guess I should tell him about the second kiss.

"Zayn, me and Harry kissed again" I said looking at him. He stopped moving and looked at my eyes. He looked kind of stressed and like he was going to get angry.

"You did what" he whisper shouted.

"Me and Harry kissed today when I went to see him" I said again.

"Are you crazy! What if Niall saw, what if someone caught you and told Niall. Do you know the consequences for these actions?" Zayn said smiling at one of the camera's

"Yeah. I do! I love him Zayn"

"You love him? How long have you known him for?" He asked

"How long has Niall known him for?" I asked.

"Okay! You know what Hannah! I don't want your heart broken" Zayn said.

"He isn't going to break my heart. We aren't even going out?" I argued.

"Yeah, you will so soon though. And you will do it behind Niall's back and I know you will" Zayn said back

"We won't, trust me. It was just a kiss" I shrugged giving my ticket to the women. He gave I back and I walked off and Zayn came running behind me.

"I'm telling you Hannah! This won't end well, Niall is going to find out and go mad again" Zayn said sighing.

"If you don't tell him how is he going to find out?" I asked stoping him,

"Don't worry, I won't tell him, but you are going to have to be careful.

"Do you know of Harry likes me the way I like him?" I asked changing the subject.

"Not sure, why?" He asked me

"I don't know, he kissed me twice, and both times he was the one that actually leaned in first" I said, Zayn went silent and just walked. Maybe he didn't want to talk about this.

"I don know" he said,

"Harry sometimes confuses me." He added.

"Why?" I asked.

"I'll tell you when we are sitting down" he said walking into the plane and taking his seat at the front.

"Can I sit by the window?" I asked

"What? No! This is always my seat" Zayn said looking at me.

"yeah, but I want to sit there" I laughed

"So do I?"

"Yeah but I'm a girl" I said.

"And I'm a boy" he argued

"I don't care! I want to sit there, you can sit by the window on the way back" I said.

"Liam's going to be with us and he will defiantly not let me sit here"

"You have a year of touring, think of the amount of times you are going to get to sit by the window"

"So you are coming with us too, think of the amount of times you will get to sit by the window" actually, I'm planning on going back home.