I wish that was me.

Chapter 2

i put my diploma on my wall into the frame that my mum gave me. i put my hair in a messy bun and sat down on my bed. i lookd at the picture of me and bradley, we were kissing. we were at the beach and he kissed me for the first time he had a secret photographer following us around. i think i fell in love with him that day but then fell out of love quickly. i picked it up and looked at the picture, how could he do this to me? i thought he loved me, like literally, I though Bradley loved me.i thought thats why he hurt me because he had feelings for me and that he didn't know how too express them. I was stupid. He was right. I was put out of thought when there was a knock at my door.

"hi," Harry came in awkwardly.he looked around at my very pink room and finally looked at me.

"your brother and that lot are going out, they told me to ask you if you wanna go." harry said, he wasnt looking at me now. he was just looking around my room again. well that sucked, i felt like he didnt wanna look at me. Did I look ugly or something? Was there something on my face?

"naah i'm cool" i said trying to get his eye contact but I just couldn't. I was trying my hardest too get his eye contact he was trying hardest too avoid it.

"why is it because you want to hang around with you boyfriend?" harry asked me rudely and sarcastically. what was he on about? is that why he wasnt looking at me, because he thought that i wanted to hang around with bradley? dont worry, i'm just as confused as you are.

"no! and if i do why do you care?" i answered back.literally. i felt like everyone was trying to get me too loose my temper today. its like they wanted to make my life hard! On my birthday aswell.

"jheez, i just asked! god" he said rolling his eyes and finally looking at me.

"whats your problem with me? actually ever since i met you, you've just been off with me and it pisses me off," i said. okay, he may have winked at me when i got my diploma but harry acts like he hates me all the time. literally, i have never done anything to him, he's just such a idiot.

"bye hannah." he said and slammed my door. That hurts my feelings. Because I like Harry, and more then a friendly way. And i want us too be a thing, but he obviously doesn't. I'm stupid. How could I think me and Harry could be a thing?

i let out a litte sob that i was hiding all day, they were all trying to make my life hell and i've literally just given up now. i heard the door shut downstairs and i knew they were gone.i heard a knock at my door which made me jump. I thought I was home alone.

"come in"i said weakly. oh how i hope thats not my parents or niall. i cant handle this. They will question me until they get it out. Then I'll end up telling them everything that has happened and that I like Harry and it will all go downhill from there

"are you okay?" i heard his voice. what was he doing here.i slowly looked up.i was wondering how he was in the house. Like why would Liam even let him in after all of that! Argh,

"you see, your mum, dad and niall and some boys just left and they asked me too come and give you company because they thought you were upset and one of those boys Liam was it just tried I threaten me alone. Like sort him out." he said. i felt my self rage. i never really got angry, but when i did , i was like hulk. And the fact he tried too get me to sort his problems out for him pissed me off

"why are you here?" i hissed looking him dead in the eyes

"well i'm here too support my girlfriend when she is sad" bradley said walking closer to my bed. Okay, now I'll show him who's stupid.

"no! stop right there!" i shouted at him. he froze and looked at me like i was crazy, he stayed where he was not attempting tok even take another step forward