Depths Of Thoughts

§ → Poem 11 : Deep Inside ←§

You don't know me,
Nobody does,
Why is it that the naked eye cannot see,
The me that I myself can't trust.

To be breathing right now,
Is something I didn't wish for,
I won't ask how,
Or what is my fate that is in stored.

Beautiful plants with the air we breathe,
Though I want to stop breathing 'till I'll die,
For I am tired of living,
Living my life that feels like a lie.

Being truly happy is hopeless for me,
For every smile I show is fake,
For every fake action no one can distinguish or see,
Am I worth living for my whole existance is a lie at this rate?

I try to be true even if I'm so torn,
But suddenly changing things you're used to,
Especially the ways that I've been doing since I was born,
Has messed up my life and now I don't know now what I really want to do.

I know I may look strong and cheerful outside,
But inside is a girl who's so lost and feels dead,
I may be all smiles and no one has seen me cried,
That's because I always cry deep inside...