Sebastians pov
It's been three weeks since I last saw grell and now I can't stop thinking about her. Every time I think about her I just blush and start having this weird feeling just like i did back in high school. " am I still in love with my bestfriend? " I just can't stop thinking about her. Should i tell someone about this like Claude or William.........no they wouldn't understand and they would just laugh at me. I mean i do have a concert in a couple of months for world tour and i have to bring one of my fans with to have a chance to be a famous singer like me. Hopefully grell shows up. To be honest I never actually heard Grell sing before. Her boss at the strip club says that she has an amazing voice. I just really hope she'll come and live her dream of being a singer. " ughhhhhh I can't stop thinking about her!!" I bang my head on the wall. " maybe I'm not over her yet.........I'm not over with my crush.........but she's with my friend othello now and she's happy........why am I so stupid? " I slide down the door gripping on my shirt. " I'm an idiot.........she doesn't even feel the same way about me..........i mean back in school everyone thought we were a couple but she always says we're just friends.........but I don't wanna be just friends " I start to cry just thinking about her and everything we used to do in high school. " i miss those days "
( to be continued )
Song: crush
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FanfictionSebastian is a famous singer and dancer while grell is just a stripper at a strip club that wants to be a singer. Sebastian and Grell have been best friends ever since they were young but when they see each other again they start progressing feeling...
