Alanna
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All my life I was told to never give up and keep on going even if the world puts all the weight on me , still to keep moving forward and never look back. Well today was the day that I looked back but this time I don't carry the weight of everyone else's problems on my shoulders I create my own path I go the way I want to. Today is the day I really live I go into the bathroom and look at myself in the mirror and smile , no not a fake one a real one. I take a shower then grab my black hoodie and my american eagle pants with my converse and head out to the bus.
Tannor
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I get in the classroom and she's already in her seat , early as usual. I walk over to her desk "Alanna can we please talk" "there's nothing to talk about tannor I know this may sound dumb but yes I love you and yes I may not know you but you make me feel this certain way that I don't even know how to explain Im sorry okay" I sit in my seat and admire her. The way her smile is formed and her cute dimples on the sides of her face , her beautiful brown hair , her tiny delicate hands , and her eyes a shade of green brown the outline , blue she was perfect she was precious but she didn't know it. She's beautiful but she doesn't believe it. My heart breaks every time I think about how I kissed Bethany right in front of her and how I didn't even stop her from harming herself because I was scared , I could have stopped it and everyday she wears a hoodie to hide her scars and to hide who she is.
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As soon as I got home I texted alanna
Me- meet me at 9pm , roof of the school.
Alanna- okay.
Okay? She could have at least used other words than okay. I grab my black v neck and my jeans along with my Nike's. I walk over to the school and I saw her early as usual. I smiled knowing that she was here pulling myself out of my thoughts I walked over to her "why are we here?" "Alanna please just let me show you , no more questions okay" she nods her head with her arms crossed as we climb up a later that has always been behind the school. I let my feet swing from the edge as I see her beautiful hazel eyes light up
Alanna
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"Alanna I let myself go to far I was new here and I don't know anyone here barely and ya , I broke up with Bethany because she wasn't the type of girl that I thought she was" "look I know everyone goes through this and honestly I don't know why I'm acting Like this, I felt a lot of things since you started coming here like my emotions were out of wack and I always keep a straight face but around you that's impossible okay... I know I'm not perfect or pretty but I know I'm good enough and yea I like you and I don't barely even know you but I'm listening to my heart and .." He kissed me , I've never felt this way , never felt so in live and my heart feels like its pounding out of my chest like fireworks going off everywhere.
But then this happened and I .. I didn't know what to say
"Alanna I love you"
