Alanna
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On the bus ride home I acted as if nothing happened. Bethany sat right behind me so it was hard for me to keep myself under control, I took deep breaths and let myself go into the depths of my thoughts and soon I was relaxed. The bus finally stopped and I had gotten of. I felt as if the world world was about to swallow me whole. I go inside my house and slowly walk to my room with a grin acting if I was okay. Was I in love with him? Out of everyone and everything I've never felt this way ..I don't understand and I don't think I ever will.
Tannor
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I wouldn't text her the rest of the night. But I held my phone in my hand stressing about if I should say something because what if she felt something? Does she like me? Why would she get mad over me kissing someone that I'm dating? She's in love with me and she doesn't even know me? There's a piece of me that hates myself ... I hurt Alanna and she doesn't deserve to be hurt especially by me. Because deep down I love her and I need her she's perfect ,
Imperfectly perfect.
