Bullied boy

The truth

I looked at his lips I wasnt sure if this was a good idea but I kissed him but he didnt kissed back

"Omg Im so sorry"He didnt said a thing he just looked down.

"Marcus..Im so sorry I didnt meant...to do that"

"Yes I know...nobody wants to kiss me..im a freak..who doesnt have friends.."He said that crying.

"Marcus I didnt meant that..of course you have friends..you have me..im your friend..umh..am I? "He got up and he was about to leave but I grabed his hand.

"Please stay!"He was in long sleeves and one of the sleeves went up and I could see he cut his wrists again.He push my hand and he went downstairs.
I run after him.

"Marcuss when did you do that..why?"

"Its not your business!!" He said little louder

"Stop pushing away people that love you Marcus!"He turned to face me and started yelling really loud

"Do you really love me huh?!"

Me-Yess!! I yelled more then hi

"Then why the fuck you kiss my brother huh?"

"You.." I didnt knew he saw ud

"Yes I saw..Lucas told me to let you explain so explain now.."

"Okay okay calm down..I will"He started crying again.

"im sorry" he said

"Hey shh it okay you dont have to be sorry I will explain...Listen.. " He looked at me.

"I never had my first kiss you know..and I wanted Lucas to show me..thats all Im not lieing you can trust me.. " I didnt told him that I wanna kiss him because I think I will ruin everything

"Rea..lly?"

"Yes,and now please stop crying because you breaking my heart"He dryed his tears..

"Cmon lets go in my room"He took my hand and we went in my room. We layed on the bed.

"Did you cut yourself when you saw us?"He noded.

"But why...so what if Lucas and me were together?"Tears fall down his cheek.

"Heyy shh We are not!we are not Marcus!"

"Im sorry its just burns my heart when I imagine that..."

"Why? Tell me I want to be your best friend,so we can tell everything at eachother."I knew why..He liked me but I wanted him to say it.

"I cant"I take the risk and sat on him (on top of him) I made him looked at me.

"I know why okay? Just I wanna hear it of your mouth" I looked deep in his eyes

"Wh..at?"

"Do you like me?" I asked hik but he didnt said anything

"I know you do just i wanna hear it.. "
I wanted him to say it so bad but he didnt. I went off of him and layed next to him.I turned to the other side I was so tired I just wanted to sleep.

"Can...I hugg you?" I felt he come closer

"You dont have to ask"I felt his hands around me and I fall a sleep..