Something Beautiful

Something Beautiful Chp 1

                                                                                Chapter 1.

I looked up from the cash register the chiming of the bell ringing against the glass,as a few giggly girls came in ,they dissapeared into the back of the shop to ,as my guess,look for some sort of romance book.My name is James,James Creed.Im 18 years of age,and ill be 19 this december,on the 25th..Yea im a christmas kid,big deal.I work in a small book shop,my uncle owning the shop,putting me in charge as he is getting old.I know every book in this entire store,you want romance? Go to the 17th case,on the 1st shelf,you want something cute?Try Winter Kisses.Want something alittle more deep?Look for any book by Sara Dessen.Especially if your a teen.

To describe love from my point of view?Just dont get me started.

I don't believe in finding love,love at first sight is just a simple Myth to me.Love itself? i dont really believe in it for myself.Maybe others can some how magically find it for themselves.But not me.

Fate?do i believe in fate?hmph.not really,havent put that much thought into that either.

I only believe in myself,and moving forward ,and never looking back.Selfish i guess,but i truly do not care.Once you trust someone,its an automatic invite of hurt.Ive never been in a relationship,and i never will be.

Also,If you are looking for  a cute little love story?Exit now.

This is my story.

Seeing as you don't know me,ill give you a "brief" sum up of my life.

My father died when i was 15,and my mother left and remarried offering me to move on with her new life..i declined her immediately.My mother and my father were ,and was Always divorced.They had been divorced since before i was even born.Giving them only 1 month of marriage,and then they both called it quits.Love ?not exactly.

I have 2 older sisters ,Jenny,and Dana,both step;and 2 brothers,Tony,Charlie,both step also.

I dont talk to any of my family,except for my uncle,and ever so often my brother Tony.

Charlie,well,last time i seen charlie,was when I was a month old.

He dissapeared after the Marines,but i wont get into that.

I sighed untucking my black uniform shirt out from the waist of my pants.We would be closing in a few minutes,and now i had to go tell the preteens to get out.

Growing up,i was bashful,not shy,but bashful.

I wouldnt talk to someone,unless they talked to me first.

I was shy up until the 1 week of knowing me,then and only then,If i felt comfortable enough,i would be myself.I didnt change much when i was myself,i was just more calmer i guess.

When i got into higher levels of school,such as Jr high,i went through the misjudgement,and the labeling phase,which Really did not help with my situations.

When i took something in,i took it to heart.I feel Stronger  then others..

Not just physically,but in everything.

My body was well,skinny ,healthy,normal.But my senses,my senses of hearing,and seeing,and even mostly unfortunately,my Feelings were stronger.

Weird?Yea your telling me.

My uncle said i get it from my father..but i dont think these are any type of common gene.

I could set a dictionary down on a table,take ten steps back,and i could read every word on both pages.If you ever angered me,well...lets just say ..the only thing i would Sanely do,would be to walk away from you before anything happened,for your sake.