Jocelynn's P.O.V
I run after Cris down the hallways of the school.
The school bell rings, so everyone knows it's time to go to class, and a massive wave of kids come flooding in the hallways, immediately blocking my view of Cris and I lose her.
And when I'm about to make a right turn, I bump into a tall figure. Someone with a familiar blonde quiff, and blue sea like eyes, and plumped pink lips that look so soft. He's my all time crush, the one and only Luke Hemmings.
When I catch myself staring at the handsome boy, I quickly looked down to avoid any uncomforable space between us. While I'm still staring at the ground, still trying to figure out how to get out easy, I hear him cough.
I looked up and I immediately melt under his blue eyes, I could literally get lost in them.
" Um..... Sorry, I sometimes look down when I'm walking and I don't know who is in front of me sometimes." he says blushing.
I've never seen him blush, at all. So this is very new to me, then I remember Cris crying. So I make up something quickly so I can find Cris.
" Uh... No, no. It's my fault that I was running so I won't be late to class." I say with an embarrassed smile. I don't know why I'm lying to Luke and why I'm embarrased about lying. I have to move this along so I can find Cris.
" Hahahaha, okay whatever you say. I'm probably late to class too, so I sho-"
" hey, sorry Luke. I really need to go now. bye." and with that I run down the hallway to the other side of the school were the cleaner bathrooms are at.
When I quickly take a small glimpse of Luke behind me, I can see that he's surprised and hurt and confused at the same time. Why would Luke be hurt that I just had to leave so I can find Cris?
Shit, Cris!!! Why do I keep forgetting my best friend?
I keep running and when I make it to the bathrooms, I can already hear Cris's sobs. Then I hear her scream.
" You worthless piece of shit!! Why are you even crying, you know Ashton would never want to date a dirty fat pig like you, so I cry over someone you can't have!?!?" she says and I know exactly what she's doing. But she promised me that she would never do it again.
I hear another painful scream and I fear what might happen next so I push open the door and I find a bleeding Cris in front of a mirror with her makeup ruined and her arm destroyed.
" Cris!! what are you doing?!?!" I say and I run to her and take away the blade and walk over to the toilet and flush it down.
" What the hell Jocelynn!! I wasn't finished. I still had a lot more cutting to do."
I start sobbing to hear her say stuff like that. I look at her arm and see a shit load of cuts on her arm. And her arm is bleeding like hell. I walk over to her and grab her arm gently, so I won't hurt her, and put her arm under the running faucet.
She flinches at the cold water. And when the blood is off her arm, I grab paper towels and wrap her arm tightly so we can go to the nurse.
" Cris. I thought we were done with this." I say while still holding her arm, and I'm still crying while she's still trying not to cry at what she's done.
" Jocelynn, you don't understand my pain. Do you know how hard it is to see the guy you have a major crush on, and maybe even love, kiss his girlfriend that doesn't deserve him."
" I do actually, cause Luke has a girlfriend and I know for sure that she doesn't deserve him. She's too up tight, she doesn't know when to take a joke. But guess what, I still put on a smile and go on with my day. I dont ..." I wave my hand at her arm "do that to myself, I just try to face the fact that Luke is with a girl he loves, and I know for goddamn sure its not me!" I say out of breath. I think I just lost my voice with all this screaming.
