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Julian Brandt

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"It's not what it looks like..." he said, or that's what I heard, I'm not sure, my mind was too busy going around the events of that night that could possibly lead to this.

We had a fight a few hours ago, and honestly I can't remember what was about, but right now I'm standing in front of the man that claimed to love me so many times that I can't count, telling me that he making out with another woman in a party he was supposed to come with me, wasn't what I was thinking it was.

At the middle of the fight he left to come to this stupid party, claiming that "we'll talk when you calm down" he said before slamming the door behind him, leaving me alone with my thoughts.

After some time of sorrow and heavy thinking I decided to come and find him, leaving the argument behind and be able to fix things, but I was so wrong, and I should have known.

Since the first second that I put my feet on this place all Paulo's teammates were persistent that I should go, that I could talk to him later at home, that he needed space, and of course he needed space, to be with some other girl.

Now I'm looking at Higuain's sad face and Cuadrado's apologetic eyes, feeling betrayed not only by them but by the green eyed man that was In front of me, taking my hands in his, telling me something that I can't comprehend right now.

I closed my eyes for a moment and took a deep breath before taking my hands out of his, and storm out of that horrible place, I refused to cry because I didn't want to make a fool of myself but inside me, everything was crumbling.

I heard Paulo's big steps getting closer to me and eventually he did, of course, I was wearing high heels and my car was no really close.

"Please, Amor, let me explain" he said while grabbing my wrist making me stop and look at his pleading eyes.
"I don't want to hear ir Paulo, there's nothing to explain, everything is clear, so please just let me go, I can't even look at you right now" I said with all the strength that I had gulping loudly and looking away from his green depths in fear that I might fall on them.

He seemed to understand and simply nodded, I started to walk again, until I heard his voice again.

"We'll talk about this. Tomorrow, yes?" He asked in hope, I stayed still for a few seconds until my body started to move again without giving him an answer. Leaving him there, standing alone with regret all over his face. To be honest I couldn't give him an answer, because I was sure that by tomorrow I was going to be far away from this place...far away from his life.