Scarred Heart||Chesh||

Lost the Two~

I'm not your average girl. I've never really known myself. I never liked to be labeled. I never let my guard down but all that changed in seventh grade.

I had grown to love and care about two of my bestfriends who I never thought I would lose. We would talk about going to college together. Let's call them Elizabeth and Ren. Elizabeth was a writer she loved writing stories and she was into 'Tumblr'. While Ren was into TØP, P!ATD, etc... We would all hang out and walk around the track during break and lunch. We would talk about so many things, mostly the shit that we would go through. I had other friends but I wouldn't really hang out with then as much. I trusted Ren with everything even if she didn't tell me everything. I started drifting away from them but would still hangout with them from time to time. Then we eventually split apart for good Ren and Elizabeth are still friends. We split for stupid reasons. After splitting I was hurt but I managed to live. Then came March and Ren decided to post crap about me on her Instagram Story. I have a feeling she did that knowing I wouldn't know about it since I stopped following her and blocked her. I found out about the crap through one of my 'sisters'. Ren had called me a snake for sitting at 'her' table, when in reality I went and sat with two of my other friends. She sneakily took a picture of me and I didn't know. Anyway, after that happened I did something that she wouldn't think I would've done. It was free write in my history class and I decided to share. I wrote about 'cyber-bullying' told the teacher there was one in the class. Damn her partner in 'crime' looked nervous as fuck. My teacher knew who I was talking about surprisingly and made us stay back while everyone else was dismissed to go to third period. Ren said I had posted something about her on Snapchat and then said she took a stupid approach to it. The stuff about me posting crap about her was a lie, I was tired of hearing people being left behind or abandoned by their 'friends'.
The teacher had us apologize to each other. I went on into my third period class which was English with Elizabeth, My 'sister' Alexa, and a bunch of kids from History. Just fucking great!
"You gonna fight her"
"I'm on your side!"
Was all the people could say there while Elizabeth was just doing her work and Alexa was telling me to ignore everyone. After that happened I wasn't in contact with my former best friends. I had my 'sisters' Alexa and Suncee there for me. Yet, there was more hurdling towards me that I didn't know about.

My name is Kaylee. The girl who looked emo. The weirdo. The 'fat' girl no one crushed on. But, I didn't get full on bullied. That was only sixth grade but that's not when my life came crashing down. My life has always been hell since I was three but, hell really attacked when seventh grade started. Welcome to            'Scarred Heart'   my shitty life in a book! Yay~

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