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her name is choi junghee. my girlfriend.

we fight. a lot. i wanna break up with her. i really do. but something is stopping me.

i really hope i don't have feelings for her. i don't want them. i really hate her.

i don't like these feelings though. i want them to go away. i want to develop feelings for someone else. someone that loves me for who i am.

but i also wonder why.

why doesn't she love me anymore?

why can't we stop fighting?

why can't we be the couple we used to be.

all these questions just curl up in my head.

and it hurts.

it makes me confused. it makes me tired.

thinking she's always there for me.

but then on the other hand.

there's this other girl that makes me smile.

she makes me laugh.

this girl loves me for who i am.

this girl is a close friend to me.

and her name is jung seohyun.

she makes my heart flutter.

and maybe i do have feelings for her.

her smile. her laugh. her in general.

she's all i ever wanted. but again.

something is stopping me...

but i don't know what is?