my first thug

tears😢😢of sadness

I walked in the room and i broke down crying "what did the doctors tell you?"she said weakly "the baby is gone and you lost alot of blood "i said "t-the baby gone nooo"she said as her eyes rolled "baby stay with me dont pass out"i held her hand as tears fell from her eyes "why would he hurt me i was carrying his baby"she said "he crazy he jus dont know what he has comin for him he don made a big ass mistake fr fr "i said jus thinkin about how i found her makes me angry "i know your mad im scared to even face him again...i-i called and screamed for help nobody came"she said sniffing "trust me you wont have to worry bout allat shiit i gotchu imma be there for you through everything he aint gon lay not one other hand on you"i said looking into her eyes as she shook her head a doctor walked in "sir are you willing you give blood to this young lady it would surly help"the doctor said "ofcourse anything"i said following behind him after they stuck me with that long as needle taking the blood they gave it to ciera and then i walked back into the room "how does it feel to have my blood in you?"i said "uhh...good i have more energy thank you anthony..for all youve done for me i really dont know what i would do without you"she said i smiled as i held her hand.

3 days later. ..

Ciera got out the hospital yesterday she can walk good and speak better now we are actually heading to school together rn i can tell she was scared her legs were going 100mph fr fr i touched her thigh "ma chill i gotchu "i said she smiled lightly "oh...oh ok"she said..

School~

We walked in and everybody looked at me strang like they new some shit i gave all they ass a devilish look back as they turned their heads i walked ciera too her locker and stood there as keyone walked through the school doors he looked around his eyes layed right on me he ran straight to me i punched him dead in his eye "FUCK! "He held his eye "you fuckin beat a pregnant girl half way to fuckin death"i said still punching him "so wtf!"he said after that shit got wild ciera jumped on top of him beating the fuck outta him shii i let her he deserved it after she got done he had two black eyes,a sprung arm and a bruised lip "you made me have a fuckin miscarriage but fuck you fuck life and fuck that love shit!"she ran off wait did she say life and love nahh nahh she aint mean that i waited outside the bathroom for her to come out "im overwhelmed ok"she said breathing heavy "i feel ya be safe and call me if you need me im 3 classes down"i said as i kissed her she kissed back "ok"she said breaking the kiss as she walked into class.

Heading to 4th block...

Ciera p.o.v

I walked to my locker and there was keyone i jumped i grabbed my AK instantly "what do you want!?"i said with anger anthony ran beside me "yo ass aint learn from earlier look at yo fuckin face bruh leave her the fuck alone or you get fucked up straight like that!"Anthony said showing his gun in front of his pants "ight ight"keyone backed up walking away Anthony and i headed to the gym as Kenya stopped me "hey girl wassup look at yo face so tense"she said as some tears fell she touched my stomach "hows the baby?"she said rubbing in circles "FUCK IT!!"i pushed her aside running into the gym i sat on the bleachers as tears streamed down my face Anthony ran to me "hey! You blew up back there you ok?"he said i sniffed "no anthony im-im not ok i lost a baby i bet he/she would've really loved me its jus hearing the word baby thinking bout what he did to me.  ...Anthony.....it hurts i was in love with that man i gave him a second chance because i was stupid and seen something in him"i cried "your not stupid you jus did what you felt even if you did leave me alone i was hurt but god brought us back together we gon get through this the baby is in a better place"he said rubbing my back as Kenya walked to me she touched my hand as i looked up "im so so sorry for your lost,"she said as i pulled her into a hug i pulled away wiping my tears "at least your alive but imma kill him"she said "im too scared to go anywhere tbh"i said "you can stay with me"anthony said "you sure?"i said "hell yeah you know you my girl ill die fa you"he said as i pressed my lips against his "i love you"i said looking into his eyes "i love you too ma"he said "aww cuties"kenya said the bell rung and out to the hallways we went kenya seen keyone and pimped slapped the fuck outta him out of no where and kept walking like shit aint happen that shit was funny asf to me..

"So bae you follow me?"Anthony said ion kno what he thinkin with this i mean i love him but ion wanna be in a relationship relationship yanno what im sayin "ight "i hopped in my car and headed to his place now my home...