my first thug

Hurt & pain....with a lil love💗

Ciera p.o.v

We walked into the school hand in hand i didnt need to go to my locker today cuz i ain bring my book bag so we jus hung out in the hallways as all of a sudden all heads turned and there was keyone walking in with a bunch of niggas anthony instantly handed me a gun i already had a knife too, everybody looked scared but i ain show no fear but deep in side i was though i aint know what was finna go down "nigga wassup"keyone said to anthony "nigga don say wassup to me"anthony said with a chuckle "NIGGA ION SEE..SHIT FUNNY!"keyone said making me jump a lil "you have to bring all yo lil monkey lookin ass crew to help you and back you up cuz you couldn't handle me on yo own"anthony said keyone slapped anthony ..

OH SHITTTT!!!

Everybody ran anthony punched his ass back beating his ass as the other niggas jumped in so i jumped in too beating they ass this one had dreads a earring tall asf grabbed me by neck i slowly grabbed my knife stabbing him in the side as he dropped the rest i hit had ran so now its jus us and keyone with Anthony holding a gun to his head "next time try me in the streets ill blow yo head off you lucky its school and i wanna graduate pussy ass nigga "Anthony said as sweat poured down keyones face i kicked him in the stomach "you aint shit !"i said kicking him again with my shoes a lil blood was on my pumas from his nose but ig ill jus buy me some more shii then Anthony kissed me infront of him "youll never takes whats mine"anthony said before we walked away "i knew some shit was gon go down"i said "the whol day ain over anything could happen baby i want you to know i love you and i always will no matter what and your my sole mate forever"he said my eyes watered as i gave him a deep kiss "i love you"i said "i love you too"he said as we both went to class...

3rd block

I was in class when all i heard was people screaming "MOVE MOVE!!"i heard i jumped over people desk and ran out of class they was carrying anthony out on a stretcher bloody asf "HES MY BOYFRIEND WHAT HAPPENED! !?"i yelled out crying "he was badly stabbed young lady"a man said my heart dropped i jumped on the ambulance with him l grabbed his hand "everything's gonna be ok baby"i said he squeezed my hand at least i know he alive...

Hospital~

"Mam we are taking him into surgery we'll get back to you"i quickly kissed him as they rolled him to the back i quickly called kenya

Kenya-GIRL IM IN CLASS!

Me-GIRL I KNOW YOU HEARD WHAT FUCKIN HAPPENED TO ANTHONY HE WAS STABBED AND IM AT THE HOSPITAL THE WHOLE SCHOOL WAS YELLING!!!

Kenya- yeah im sorry girl i seen him get stabbed by keyone and his lil gang but it happened to fast and i wasnt finna die and jump in that psspp they tol me not to snitch of they would kill me but principle daniel has them all now but ill be there soon..after school

Me-ok ok

Call ended

Im highly pissed she seen it god knows if i was around i wouldve got cut or what ever jus to help him i jus wouldnt let him get fuckin jumped like how tf and now hes in surgery and ion kno if he gon make it or not but i love him tears are running down my cheeks and i seen my ma in scrubs walking by me she walked backwards "ciera honey your eyes are red.....are you ok? "She said holding me by my shoulder "no ma! 😢😢ive been goin through hell last time i seen you i was pregnant my baby daddy beat me half way to death i had a miscarriage and the boy you met Anthony has been with me through it all so now i live with him so him and my ex keyone which was the baby dad got into a fight this morning i was in it too and then it ended then 3rd block Anthony getting rushed on a stretcher bloody they talkin bout he was badly stabbed!"i cried on her shoulder "baby you have been goin through alot i told you to call me im always here for you"she said "but you werent always there"i said "dont start that but o have been trynna call your farther for over a month no answer have you heard from him?"she said sweat began to fall "uhh nope not at all i havent seen him yanno how he is drugs"i lied im not finna tell her i killed him then she'll kill me shii "ok well be safe i have to get back to work"she said getting up leaving. ......