my first thug

finding out🤔🤔

Ciera P.O.V.

Next morning 🌞🌞🌞

I got up out of bed with morning sickness again and noticed my stomach is getting a lil bigger again i rubbed it and felt the baby move i lightly smiled and went to the closet and picked out my nike sweat out fit and put it on and put my hair in a messy bun then anthony got up and put on a woman beater and walked pass me like he aint see me then he slipped on his true religion pants and headed down stairs i went after him "antony goodmorning to your big head ass too!"i said he look at me as he poured him some vodka this damn early its 9:30 in the morning i then took his cup "whats wrong with you?!!....and who was on the damn phone last night?!"i said and his eyes were kinda low "mannn ciera move bruh"he said shoving me as my back hit the edge of the counter and that shit hurt like a mf😤some tears fell from my eyes "NO TELL ME RIGHT NOW!"i semi yelled "MAN CALM YO LIL ASS DOWN!"he yelled back i then stood in front of him and slapped him and shook my head he then grabbed me tightly by my arms putting me in the air then he looked in my eyes then he let go now my arms red asf mann "....so you...this what we doing now I jus got out the damn hospital this why i was smoking , and popping pills and going into depression this shit!!"i said crying with my hand over my mouth a lil bit looking away from him "
...man...a hoe called me saying she pregnant and she calling the police and having some niggas jump me"he said i was speechless..

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Next thing you know i had on Nike's and was running down the street...

I then stopped and caught my breathe and there was that bitch kamari she walked up to me "yo nigga got my fuckin cousin pregnant...but she confused outta him and someone else"she said "fuck!-"is all i could say before throwing up a lil bit of blood ion know why "you good?
.....mmm damn looks like someone else pregnant too"she said looking at me sizing me again "bitch I'm fine"i said as she walked away i then began walking down the street holding my stomach it felt weird like cramps a lil bit i turned my head and anthony pulled up next to me "get in this car"he said i looked at him like he was crazy and kept walking "i seen that bitch cousin she told me the same thing you said but she got you and another nigga so you lied to me before i got into rehab and you cheated on me and now the bitch ass hoe pregnant how could you do this too me!!?"i said as a few tears fell again and a sharp pain hit my body and i fell laying on my back Anthony got out the car running picking me up taking me back to the house....

House ~he took me in and layed me in the bed and all i did was cry and cry and my head was just thinking 'why why why would he hurt me after all we been through'
"Baby stop crying that's stress on the baby"he said "MAN FUCK THAT! IMMA PROBABLY LOSE IT ANYWAY YOU BEEN STRESSING ME OUT TO MUCH IM LEAVING YOUR ASS THE NEXT CHANCE I GET HOW COULD YOU HURT ME!!?...LIE STRAIGHT TO MY FACE LIKE THAT!!? I ACTUALLY SEEN A FUTURE BUT YOU CHEAT ON ME WITH A HOE!"I said laying there crying as my chest hurt i felt empty "IGHT IGHT IM SORRY IT WAS A ONE TIME THING SHE CAME ON TO ME AT SCHOOL AND IT HAPPENED AFTER I WAS HIGH AND LOST OKAY I LOVE YOU AND THAT BABY NOW STOP CRYING BEFORE YOU LOSE IT BRUH!"he said "I DONT GIVE A FUCK NO MORE ANTHONY!"i said as i got up standing on my swollen feet "sit your ass down you ain't leaving me I know i messed up we gonna get through this you here me ian gone do nothing else i promise"he said as i sat down "dont...don't make promises you can't keep"i said looking down playing with my fingers he then came to me dabbing a warm rag on my feet my stomach then felt like a turn I ran straight to the bathroom throwing up and anthony held my hair "yo throw up red"anthony said as i threw up some more "you good???....all that damn running got you shook up...don't tell me you had a miscarriage fr fr"he said shaking his head i then flushed the toilet and brushed my teeth and laid down in bed looking at the ceiling as tears fell I jus wiped my tears and fell asleep......

2 hours later..

I woke up and used the bathroom and headed down stairs where Anthony was no where to be found.

I called his phone no answer...

I then grabbed my Velvet PINK duffle bag and began packing some clothes and some shoes,hair supplies(everything) i put them in the camry and pulled off leaving to find a hotel...