Obsession

Chapter 16

*Charlotte's POV*
=Roman's theme plays=
"Ahhhh!!!!"I yelled,slowly opening my eyes as the 7 am alarm blared on my ears. "I do have to change the alarm tone or else this theme will keep thundering my heart....hooof!"I said rubbing my head,which was aching. I felt so weird... a feeling I've already undergone.. but can't sense. "What had happened last night...I don't even know who the man was... who helped me last nigh..."I looked undercovers to find myself naked.
That's where I lost my senses... that's what I wondered why was moaning. "Not again...no...no...no please God tell me this is a lie a fucking lie...a nightmare...please Lord!!!"I screamed and started shedding tears of blood...not only just that I lost myself again... but the fact that I still did not recognize the man...again...and now I find my life purposeless... only like an eclipse... I did nothing wrong to anyone... like that the sun the moon did nothing wrong then why do they undergo an eclipse? Is this how dark secrets of life are revealed? Thoughts buzzing around my mind as tears fell and I stared at the bright rays of the sun... which was dark to me. This is where I made a weak promise to myself to see no feelings to see noone...nothing to
stop me and nothing to lose now... "I'm telling Roman everything...
ending my relationship with him and that's it. I can't betray anyone" I got up wiping my tears feeling bitter yet better.

*Roman's POV*
"Wake up! Wake up you son of a bitch!"I heard Dean waking me up. "Wake up Roman!!!"he started hitting my nude back with a pillow. "Hmm hmm I'm alive I'm alive!"I said  sitting up,my head still spinning. "Ahh...my head".
"Listen,now I've never been this early my entire life okay,get your lazy ass up we got to leave"he said.
"Hmm I know..."I said taking my phone intending to call Charlotte.
"No calls..no messages"I said to myself. "Ofcourse she won't be calling you...do you realise what your condition was yesterday big dog?"he said.
"I know...holy shit I need to speed up!!!! Quick Ambrose just take any random suit out ASAP!!!"I yelled and took my towel for a quick shower. Poor Dean layed my suit on the bed and left downstairs for the car. Quickly,I tied my hair in a sort of messy bun,perfumed my suit and without any delay I took a fresh rose from the vase and on my way to pick up the love of my life. "Hope she isn't mad that I did not pay attention to her last night" I mumbled in the elevator. It looked like delaying an evening date with your girlfriend. I giggled on this thought and quickly made my way to her room where she was locking the door with her bags on the doorstep.
"Good morning Queen!!"I silently crept behind her wrapping my arms around her waist,without her concern since she was too busy locking the door. She looked surprised and she didn't had the smile I expected to see.
"Ohh...Roman mornin!"she stammared as if she's talking to a stranger. "I did actually disappoint her..."I said scratching my head.
I offered her the ride to the gym for workout...to which she silently agreed. I knew she wouldn't miss any chance to see Becky.
"It's so hot isn't it?"I said trying to involve in a conversation.
"Yea...it surely is..."she said stroking her hair. With a giggle,we reached the gym and without further conversation we went to our respected ring. "So she mad?"Dean asked plugging his earphones out. "Probably...she's not talking.."I sighed.
"Hmm..chill out bro she'll be fine you keep trying...ask her out tonight!"he advised.
"Is this what you do when Renee is mad?"I teased. "Really?"he rolled his eyes and went over to warmup.

*Charlotte's POV*
"What is wrong with you Charlotte why aren't you focused...and I see no enthusiasm in you?"Becky questioned with her bruised eye area. "I'm more injured than my bestie...and she's not interested as she used to...and I've been noticing this quite couple of days...tell me what is bothering you Charlotte?" she asked. I wiped the sweat off my forehead. "I don't feel good right now Becks...I'm.. I'm..going for a shower..."I escaped the conversation avoiding eye contact. As I turn on the shower and feel the water drops hit my back...and drown myself into the deep feelings of regret..trying to forget the dark spot on my life...but it's so visible. "I'm nothing I'm nothing .."
"Your nothing...what do you mean.. your My Queen"I heard a familiar voice,thick body joined with mine. I turn around and yes it was Roman and his half naked body.
"Ro..Roman...why..you"
"Shh.shh..shhh...not a word"he said with his manly body covering mine...and his fingers running my back giving me chills and left me motionless. "Is there something bothering my queen...say it out... I just want to say sorry for last night ...I promise you...that's the last time I'll ever leave you alone and all I want to say is 'I want to live every second of pain and pleasure with my queen"he said kissing my lips with passion.
"Don't do this to me Roman... don't make me feel more guilty"I wanted to blurt these words out but can't...just can't...he left me totally speechless.