Falling Towards Reality

Emptiness

Jess p.o.v

"It's 1AM and i can't sleep" I thought to myself. I suddenly thought of Andre. "Why am i thinking of him? All he ever does is emotionally and physically abuse me." I stared up at my white ceiling "I should've known, he was too good to be true. Seven months in and he starts hitting me and most of the time he is sober. Whenever I ask why It's always 'now is not the right time.'"

What's worrying me is that he hasn't spoken to me for TWO WHOLE DAYS, why? I don't know. "I just want to sleep and forget about this" I sighed "Music. Music. Music." I put my earphones in and listen to my 'sleep' playlist, hoping to fall asleep and forget about this.

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Lex's p.o.v

"He's definitely going to hurt her, why did i tell him! I feel like crap. I am so sorry" As much as i hated this i wanted to show him more, more screenshots, as bad as it sounds a part of me feels satisfied. She would hate me for this but it has to be done, I'm sorry, again.

Lex:
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That's all i managed to get, Again, think wisely of what you're going to do. Please.
~Sent 1:14AM
~Read 1:16AM

???: Thankyou, good work. I will repay you for this.
~Sent 1:17AM
~Read 1:19AM

"Am I really sorry, or am I just saying that to make myself feel better?"

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Jess p.o.v

I woke up to my favorite song playing, Permanent Vacation by 5 seconds of summer, I put it on full blast, belting out my voice not giving a damn about Lex sleeping.

After a while of air drumming and guitaring (is that even a word?) I went downstairs to prepare some breakfast for myself.
"I feel like the basic breakfast today, Otees!" I happily grabbed the box of Otees from the cupboard, poured it into a bowl, added Milk and headed off to the couch. "Sword art online" I told myself as i put on Netflix.

An hour has passed and It's now 11:15AM. Just as i was about to get up i receive a message from Dante.

Message reads:

Dante: Hey, how does a day at the park sound? Hope you slept well!
~Sent 11:15AM

Me: Hey, sounds good what time? I hope you slept well too!
~Sent 11:15AM

Dante: 12:15pm, Western Street Park. I'll see you at the front gate. Bring snacks.
~Sent 11:15AM

I picked up my now empty breakfast bowl, put the TV off and headed to the kitchen to wash and rinse my dish.
I hurried to the shower and got ready for going to the park with Dante. I'm excited.

"It's the first time in a few months that I've hung out with any of my friends that are not Lex. Obviously I would be excited" I thought to myself. "What do I wear?" I spoke out loud as I headed to my cupboard to pick out an outfit. "it's not too hot today so some plain black jeans, plain white shirt and jacket will do." I moisturized myself, put on lotion, perfume - the usual daily routine- and got ready to head out.

I wrote a quick note to my best friend, Lex, slipped on a pair of ankle cut docs and made my way out. I shivered, but brushed it off. What could I possibly be anxious about?

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Lex's p.o.v

I woke up to the sound of Jess getting up and getting ready to go somewhere. If it wasn't already obvious, the first thing I did was message Andre. Fueling the fire, how satisfying. I've become addicted to the feeling, the satisfaction.