How not to be a parent

The Siblings

So as the first child i don't really get why my parents were like this. You there's more of us, i aint the only child, i mean THANK GOD i aint the only child, if i was this story would of taken me with it.

So i was born two years into my parents marriage. At this time they wern't doing anything stupid,such as taking drugs or neglecting me. I was a happy child with happy parents. And i think my parents were happy that there was only one of, as they were young parents.

That all changed unfortunutley, 4 years later as my mum gave birth to a boy. For my dad this was a big thing and by big i mean BIG, like he was the most chuffed man on that day, You would have never seen him more chuffed than this day.

It was a problem for my though as now she had two children to look after and i think she preffered one, though my dad was the one mostly spoiling my brother and my mum was with me, so i think it kinda worked out well.

UNTIL.............

2-3 years later she gave birth again to another boy by which had a kidney failure and my parents couldn't afford the money to do surgery.

It was sad seeing my struggle to eat and go to the bathroom BUT the worst part was that my parents put all the pressure on me and i at the age of 8 eight had to wash him, feed him and look after him.I didnt really mind though cos by that time i knew they weren't the parents i wanted, and i needed to protect my siblings from harm inflicted by my parents.

I was praying, yes i grew up quick and believed in God, that they i.e my parents didnt have any more children, bu they had another boy a year later. He was in perfect condition, my parents on the other hand were a TOTAL FAILURE.