BLIND [LEVI ACKERMAN-READER]

13.

Were were all talking in Levi's hospital room, waiting for him to be released. I was sitting at the small chair beside the window with Eren, Mikasa and Sasha. Armin is currently talking with Hanji and Erwin is outside fixing Levi's release papers. The two lovebirds are at the bed, Yumi, being the girlfriend now thinks she need to do all the work. They're not even married yet she insists on fixing his things.

I was staring outside the window, an earphone on my right ear playing a song called "Pretty when you cry by Lana Del Rey". It suits my feelings right now and i like it like that. All those times that i thought Levi has feelings for me are completely pathetic. I shouldn't have lift my expectations too high. I shouldn't have even thought about him having feelings for me. Now what that made me look like. A pathetic idiot.

My thoughts were interrupted by a voice beside me. It was Eren.

"(y/n), are you okay?" he asked, concern visible in his eyes. I turned away not wanting to talk about it. They know when to talk to me when i talk to them again. For now, i just need peace. I closed my eyes not wanting to talk to anyone. I got lost to the music, feeling empty and betrayed. So this is how Mikasa feels by not being loved back by the person you love. Eren must be a dick then. He's so blind he cant see what Mikasa has been doing for him. Maybe i should just smack his head so he realizes that someone has been inlove with him for so long. Yeah.. Maybe i should do that to him..

I was interrupted again by someone taking my earphones off, i opened my eyes to look at the person and it was Levi. I just looked at him and took my earphones back.

"Hey, you guys live beaide us right? Hanji said we're gonna celebrate because i can see again. I hope you can come with us." Levi said smiling. Yumi went beside him and i watched as he wrap his arm around him. Mikasa was looking at me the whole time. And she decided to talk for me.

"We'll be there but i dont think (y/n) can come. She has work in the morning." Mikasa said. The others nodded in agreement. I sighed and sat up properly. My phone dinged and its a message from Christa.

"Hey (y/n)! Ymir and i are going to the club near the workplace. Do you want to come? You can bring someone if you want!"

Ah.. Atlast, a place without Levi and his attention seeking bitch. I reaponded to her text saying i would be there.

Great! We'll wait you outside the club. You know where it is though. Its just a block away from the workplace. So see yah!"

I closed my phone and stood up. Levi watched me as i stood and walked infront of him.

"well, i got to go now. Nice meeting you again Levi. Or should i say, See you again neighbor" i said shaking his hand. I texted my other friend to meet me at the club that i was going to.

I walked away from them and to the elevator. I heard footsteps behind me and a hand pulled me back. It was Hanji. She looked at me worriedly and then hugged me.

"(y/n), i didn't know this would happen. Im sorry. I shouldn't have left him with that girl." Hanji said rubbing my back. I wrapped my arms around her my face buried on her shoulder. This pain is betraying my emotions. I need to keep it all together. I need to be strong. I can't let my emotions defeat me. I can't.
I let go of Hanji and smiled a bit.

"its okay Hanji. Im okay. Dont worry. I just need to go out and get myself be busy. But dont worry, just ask me if you want to meet up and i will set my schedule." i said. I hugged her again for the last time because I'm sure i wouldn't be able to see her again for so long. She nodded and i continued my walk to the Ground floor.

Once the elevator closes, i lost it. A tear slipped down my cheeks and could not control it. Everytime i wipe it away, another would fall down.

Stop. Stop. Stop. You're being weak (y/n) you can do this. This is just another heartbreak. You can get through this. He's just another guy. I thought to myself. The elevator opened and i forgot about Erwin. He was supposed to be signing Levi's release papers. And here he is, standing outside the elevator, staring at me. I smiled at him weakly while tears were still falling from my eyes. I stepped out the elevator and hugged him. He returned the gesture and let go.

"hey, everything is gonna be alright okay?" he said. I nodded not saying another word. I walked away but stopped when he called me again.

"i wont tell him" he said. I smiled at him greatful. And he did too but with worry in his eyes. I continued my walk to get a taxi because i forgot my keys that i gave Mikasa incase they needed a ride home. I need to get this shit out of my chest. I need a drink. Or aybe drinks. Tonight, i will definitely forget about Levi Ackerman.

Hanji's POV

(Y/N).. I can still see her reaction when Levi said the big news. I couldn't believe it. I really thought he has a thing for her. I guess im wrong. But, the way he held her hand, the way he wont let go of her. Was he playing with her feelings? Or maybe, he's beginning to one of those days again..
Erwin came back from the Reception area. His face were a bit disappointed, anger is visible and worry in his eyes. He looked at Levi with so much disgust and walked over to him.

"Here, you can go now." Erwin said giving the paper to Levi, harshly. Levi was surprised at his sudden outburst but the others weren't. Erwin walked towards me and pulled me about to go outside but he stopped.

"You're okay now right? You can get a taxi besides, She's with you and she's not going to leave you am i right?" Erwin asked seething. Levi stared at him, confused on why he's acting this way. I on the other hand just watched, my expression dull as ever. Same as the others. Ever since Yumi came in our lives, everything is not the same. She's the Negative of this once Positive friendship.

"Y-yeah. Its fine." Levi said. The others followed us also, leaving the two inside. Erwin let out a big sigh and let go of me.

"I bumped into (y/n) at the elevator a moment ago." Erwin said. I looked at him, waiting for the rest of the words.

"She's broken, inside and outside"

And that made us all stop in our tracks. Eren ran towards the stairs not wasting any time, followed by his other friends. They ran like they were on the race with full of worry in their eyes. Erwin and i looked at each other and followed them.

Whatever is going on with (y/n)'s friends must be connected to her. And i have a bad feeling about this.

Chapter done! Next chapter will be uploaded soon!

-A