I have grown skinny, due to IT.
Every time I even attempt to eat my stomach burns, making me not want to eat...which makes me skinnier.
Ive only grown one pound
84 pounds, but I wouldn't be surprised if I was 83 again.
I once enjoyed eating, and trust me when I eat I ate it all.
But now it seems like a chore, I fear when it's time to eat. But I want my normal body weight back.
I want to feel healthy and not have people
Repeatedly tell me I look like a twig or that I no longer fit in my clothes.
I am aware.
But anytime I complain about my body I am told I am lucky for being this skinny and that they'd kill to be 83 pounds.
So I should be happy I lost weight because I was almost murdered? I should be happy that I can't get back to the weight I once was? I should be happy that my stomach burns cutting my chance of getting the correct amount of food?
What if this makes me sick? What if this kills me?
I fear getting skinnier. What do I do.
